olive shoot

2010-06-26T14:39:00.001-04:00

I've moved! :D

Please come visit me at my new home:

Wild Olive Shoot

wordless wednesday: i will climb my watchtower

2010-03-24T15:16:00.004-04:00

"I will climb my watchtower and wait to see what the Lord will tell me to say and what answer he will give to my complaint." Habakkuk 2:1

Should Christians follow the Torah? Or, a conversation I recently had

2010-03-21T03:45:00.005-04:00

I received an email a few months ago, to which I responded. I would like to share with you her words and mine (Hers are in blockquotes) I take issue with many things she said, though not all are mentioned here. The conversation continued on, and I will share that next, but one thing (er, actually a whole lot of information) at a time:

You mentioned in your previous email about not adding to Christ's word. I too believe we should not. However, just as it is imperative to not add, it is also vitally important not to take away. As for Paul, he spoke at length about these topics, in fact he nearly recited the verse from Jeremiah 31.

Paul's words:

"For it is not those who hear the law who are righteous in God's sight, but it is those who obey the law who will be declared righteous. (Indeed, when Gentiles, who do not have the law, do by nature things required by the law, they are a law for themselves, even though they do not have the law, since they show that the requirements of the law are written on their hearts, their consciences also bearing witness, and their thoughts now accusing, now even defending them.) This will take place on the day when God will judge men's secrets through Jesus Christ, as my gospel declares." Romans 2:13-16

Jeremiah's words:

"This is the covenant I will make with the house of Israel after that time," declares the Lord. "I will put my law in their minds and write it on their hearts. I will be their God, and they will be my people." Jer. 31:33

Not to be contentious, only conversing here.....I do not believe that the Jews are saved. Scripture is very plain that the ONLY way to heaven is through Christ. If someone does not have the faith in Jesus, and uses the Law as salvation.....Jesus said he will not see heaven.

I too believe NO ONE is saved through the law, only through salvation bought for us with a heavy price paid for by Christ's willing sacrifice. Ephesians 2:8-9 confirms this. However, that does not negate the fact that the Law {also called the Torah} is from YHVH's own mouth, which has spoken the same truth from the beginning, now and forever. The prophet Isaiah spoke of days to come:

"Turn to me and be saved, all you ends of the earth; for I am God, and there is no other. By myself I have sworn, my mouth has uttered in all integrity a word that will not be revoked: Before me every knee will bow; by me every tongue will swear." Isaiah 45:22-23

I won't squabble on what you believe you need to do to be like Christ,but I do know scripture tells Gentiles what is expected of them, and the Law of the Jewish is not yoked on them. I am a Gentile because I do not come from the Jewish descent. In Acts 15 there is considerable mention about what the Gentiles need practice and in Galatians 3 we are told that living by the law is not living by faith and well...without faith it is impossible to please him....(Heb) And in Col. 2 we are told not to judge each other by things as such. For Paul to dismiss the necessity of these areas tells me that it isn't necessary for Christian living. When I became a Christian, Christ came to live in me through the Holy Spirit.

"There is neither Jew nor Gentile, neither slave nor freeman, neither male nor female; for in union with the Messiah Jesus, you are all one. Also, if you belong to the Messiah, you are seed of Abraham and heirs according to the promise." Galatians 3:26-29

The Lord's children are Israel. ONE Israel. "It is not as though God's word had failed. For not all who are descended from Israel are Israel. Nor because they are his descendants are they all Abraham's children. On the contrary, "It is through Isaac that your offspring will be reckoned." In other words, it is not the natural children who are God's children, but it is the children of the promise who are regarded as Abraham's offspring.." Romans 9:6-8 We should not strive to be Jews, whose hearts are hardened for a time, or like lawless, licentiousness Gentiles who do not realize that once our salvation was bought, we are called to be set apart and be holy.

And, I agree with you-- it is not our place to judge. We are not called to judge evil either, but that does not mean it does not still exist. We just have no right to condemn anyone else lest we condemn ourselves in the process. Admittedly I have been {and still am at times} guilty of ignoring my plank to point out my brother's/sister's stick. In fact, one of the last lines in Revelation, John says: "Then he told me, "Do not seal up the words of the prophecy of this book, because the time is near. Let him who does wrong continue to do wrong; let him who is vile continue to be vile; let him who does right continue to do right; and let him who is holy continue to be holy." Rev. 22:10-11

As far as celebrating the shabbot....I think that is wonderful! But if we tie that into a needed thing to be like Christ we add to Christs word.The Sabboth is for the Jewish and according to the Old Testament...they need to honor that forever. But the New testament Christians met on the First day of the week, but even then that is not a commanded day of worship.

Well, yes, Sunday is all wrong. The feasts, appointed times and commandments are of YHVH {God}--(see Ezek.20:20, Lev. 23:2). They are not simply Jewish celebrations {except possibly Hanukkah}, they are His appointed times, times commanded by YHVH to last until the end of this earth as we know it. And He doesn't change {Numbers 23:19}, nor has His Son, who has been with the Father from the beginning {Hebrews 13:18} The appointed times point to the Messiah as well as end-time {future} events. While it is good to honor and worship the Lord every day, there is still a reason {and specific time} for the Sabbath. I believe that the Sabbath and the appointed times given by God in Leviticus 23 are God’s personal appointments with His children.. The Sabbath is a sign between God and Israel (His children) – By honoring the Sabbath, we show which God we serve. I believe the the Lord's plan of salvation, as well as prophecy of end time events, are pictured in the feasts:

*Jesus was crucified on Passover and was buried during Unleavened Bread.

*Jesus rose from the dead on Firstfruits – starting the counting of 50 days (Omer) until Pentecost.

*YHVH sent His Spirit on Pentecost (the Feast of Weeks)

*The Feast of Trumpets is a picture of Jesus' return

*The Day of Atonement is a picture of those who have denied themselves, taken up their cross, and followed the Messiah. They will be the priests and will reign with Him 1,000 years)

*The Feast of Tabernacles is a picture of the 1,000 year reign.

I could adopt a black child, but I could never make him white...so yes, we are grafted into Gods family through Christ, but I can never be a Jew. In Galations 4 it speaks of the adoption, but goes on to say in verses 9 and 10 that we become weak to observe the days,,,,why do we want bondage? Romans 8 addresses our adoption too--out of bondage...saved by hope in Christ.

True, you could never make your child white. But would he not be required to follow your rules at home, just as any biological child you reared? Would he have his own rules just because he was adopted, or did you adopt him to make him part of your family?

Psalm 119 is the longest chapter in the Bible. It is also smack-dab in the middle of the Bible. From my understanding, it is all about the delight of the commandments. "Therefore, there is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus, because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from the law of sin and death. For what the law was powerless to do in that it was weakened by the sinful nature, God did by sending his own Son in the likeness of sinful man to be a sin offering. And so he condemned sin in sinful man, in order that the righteous requirements of the law might be fully met in us, who do not live according to the sinful nature but according to the Spirit." Romans 8:1-4

I am pretty sure Galatians 4 is talking about following false idols, who have their own signs and seasons. The Galatians were led away into following false gods, not the one true God. Our Father, way back in the beginning, created the moon and stars to be used for signs and for seasons {Genesis 1:14}.

The Lord's commandments are not bondage. Jesus said so himself:

"Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart, and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy and my burden is light." Matthew 11:29-30

call me mrs. smith

2010-03-19T21:41:00.004-04:00

I officially became Mrs. to my fabulous Mr. Smith on February 20, 2010. I still cannot put into adequate words my awe at Yah's blessing and grace.

Our vows {coming as soon as I can locate the document ;P}:

a prayer for Jerusalem

2010-02-04T01:55:00.003-05:00

Daniel prays {in Dan. 9:15-18}:

"Now, Yahweh, our God, who brought your people out of the land of Egypt with a strong hand, thereby winning renown for yourself, as is the case today - we sinned, we acted wickedly. 16 Yahweh, in keeping with all your justice, please allow your anger and fury to be turned away from your city Yahrushalayim, your holy mountain; because it is due to our sins and the wrongdoings of our ancestors that Yahrushalayim and your people have become objects of scorn among everyone around us. 17 Therefore, our God, listen to the prayer and pleadings of your servant; and cause your face to shine on your desolated sanctuary, for your own sake. 18 My God, turn your ear, and hear; open your eyes and see how desolated we are, as well as the city which bears your name. For we plead with you not because of our own righteousness, but because of your compassion. Yahweh, hear! Yahweh, forgive! Yahweh, pay attention, and don't delay action - for your own sake, my God, because your city and your people bear your name!"

Amein.

101 in, um, under 700

2010-02-04T00:11:00.004-05:00

I was looking over my blog this evening pondering where to go from here, and I came across this post from almost exactly one year ago that I had all but forgotten. I am, on one hand, embarrassed to admit it has completely slipped my mind for the last, oh, 8 months or so; but, on the flipside, looking over it I am amazed at Yah's grace and council over the past year.

I have yet to add updates to the 101 in 1001 list, but here are some items from the list that made me smile.

14. Go on a honeymoon -nope, never have :(

I actually get to do this. Because I am actually getting married. Finally. Legally. I am so excited.

47. Pay my library fines so we can check things out again.

I actually did this before we started homeschooling this year. I paid the library $45. Then I went and kept books out too long again, and here it is February, and I'm back where I started ;P

a long time coming

2010-01-22T22:23:00.001-05:00

John and I are getting married. That's all I have to say for now, and that is very comforting.

so let your words be few

2010-01-11T22:20:00.001-05:00

"Do not be quick with your mouth, do not be hasty in your heart to utter anything before God. God is in heaven and you are on earth, so let your words be few."
Ecclesiastes 5:2

Amein!!!

'Tis the Season

2009-12-19T03:33:00.006-05:00

As I have studied more and more on what the Lord asks of us and what we actually do. As the "holiday" season is here, I am realizing more and more that most of our traditions, some to which I cling so tightly, have nothing, yes, nothing to do with what we pretend they do, and, in many cases, are an abomination.

"But...", you say, "when else would we celebrate Jesus' [ahem, Yahushua] birth? or have a day that was about family when we can give without worrying? What about Jesus' death? Should we not honor that? What about Thanksgiving, is it not important to take a day for gratitude?"

Well, I'm totally with you- acknowledging, and celebrating on occasion, events of Yahushua's life is extremely important. So it fellowship with family and friends AND giving without worrying. But Jesus is not the reason for the season. Not "Christ"mas, not Easter, obviously not Thanksgiving, but, get this. . .

HE is the reason for EVERY one of Yahweh's holy days:

He was born on the first day of the Feast of Tabernacles. John 1:14 ("dwelt"; literally "tabernacled"); Revelations 21:3 (speaking of Christ as the "tabernacle of God")

He was circumcised on the Eighth day (Luke 2:21)

He was crucified on Passover. (Not Easter!) (Exodus 12:11, 1 Corinthians 5:7)

He was buried on the Feast of Unleavened Bread. (Exodus 23:16, 1 Corinthians 5:7,8)

He was resurrected on Firstfruits. (Exodus 23:16, 1 Corinthians 15: 20-23, James 1:18, Revelations 4:4)

He baptized the new church on Pentecost. (Mark 1:8, Acts 2:4)

He will return as King and resurrect the dead on Feast of Trumpets. (Matthew 24:31, 1 Corinthians 15:52, 1 Thessalonians 4:16)

He will judge the world on the Day of Atonement (Acts 10:42, 17:31 "appointed day", Romans 2:16, 1 Corinthians 4:5, 2 Timothy 4:1 and 8, Revelations 19:11

He will live as King on Earth beginning at Feast of Tabernacles (2 Corinthians 6:16, Revelations 21:3)

And he will create a new heaven and a new Earth on the eighth day. (Isaiah 65:17, 66:22, 2 Peter 3:13, Revelations 21:1)

from Fresh Thoughts From the Laundry Room

Before you accuse me of being bah-humbug, look once again over those feasts and tell me you don't see all of the aforementioned events recognized. There is a day to celebrate thanksgiving, The Feast of Tabernacles--not to mention our sabbath rests every week, and every month. His birth (and the beginning of His reign as King on earth occur during the Feast of Tabernacles. There is a day to honor Jesus' death, the Day of Atonement (which, in my opinion, seems like a far more appropriate response of sobriety versus the silliness of eggs and bunnies).

Up until lately these ideas were foreign to me, but once I realized them, they felt just right.

Praise YHWH for knowing what we need and creating times for everything. How can man-created traditions compare?

I am in awe. That is the feeling I want to always have on "holy" days, every day, actually. Following Elohim's Word brings that in a way a pine tree and egg basket don't seem to match.
SHABBAT SHALOM

Rosh Chodesh: "A New Start"

2009-12-17T13:32:00.004-05:00

It is the first day of the Biblical month of Tevet- Rosh Chodesh- the new moon.

Excerpts from The Monthly eRosh at First Fruits of Zion:

The first day of the biblical month is called Rosh Chodesh (ראש חדש), which literally means 'a new head' and is understood to mean the 'first of the New Month.' A Rosh Chodesh occurs when the first crescent of the New Moon appears in the sky. Note that the biblical Rosh Chodesh is not the same as the English "New Moon." Rather the Rosh Chodesh moon is ordinarily the first visible crescent of the new lunar cycle. . .

According to some traditions, the New Moon is a holiday for women. The Jerusalem Talmud reports that women are given the extra holiday on which they are to be free from their usual duties as a reward for not contributing their jewelry to the golden calf project.5 Fathers and husbands may be wise to take on an extra load of duties on the New Moon to give their daughters and wives a break.

For believers, the celebration of the new moons carries great
significance. Not only are they calendar events, but also the cycle of
the moons speaks to the new birth and recreation which is ours in
Messiah. Just as the moon is born again, we ...are renewed in Messiah. It
is the festival of the born again."

I don't know about you, but I am always up for a little "starting over". Isn't it a joy our Lord provides this once a month as well as once a week on Shabbat--not to mention constant renewal through Yeshua (Jesus) and the Holy Spirit!?!

Hope this season is blessed :)

daybook

2009-11-17T00:28:00.008-05:00

Outside my window::

:: the sun is shining beautifully on my backyard. wispy clouds fill the sky

I am listening to::

:: my children discussing their recent lego creations

I am wearing::

:: my pjs- and starting to feel a bit guilty about it

To be Fit and Happy::

:: I totally need a gym partner for motivation, but truly that is no excuse. I am going to try and make sure we all get outside and active for at least 1 hr each day. It's definitely a struggle to combat this laziness of mine ;P

I am thankful for::

:: GRACE

I am pondering::

:: how I can improve (er, fix) my homeschooling methods or lack therof
:: adoption

I am reading::

:: the Word, admittedly not enough

:: Last Child in the Woods

From the kitchen::

:: My fridge is screaming to be filled. Tomorrow...

:: I made my first pie crust the other day for a very delicious pumpkin pie. After pondering the soggy undercrust, I learned from my best bud, aka chef genius, Brie, that I should have precooked the crust. But, it was still a success.

:: I am trying not to be bitter about the stone soup on which I worked so hard that no one (not even the raccoons who will eat a-n-y-t-h-i-n-g) would eat.

I'm thinking::

:: I am so in desperate need of the Lord's help and mercy. With this homeschooling, I am confronted with my largest failings, shortcomings, bad habits, sinful behaviors-- I am in over my head, and ONLY the Lord's grace and mercy will keep me from sinking.

I am creating::

:: felted acorns with the boys, and anything else acorn-related we can think of

On my iPod::

:: I've really been into the song "All I Wanna Do" by Sugarland. Makes me wanna move ;P

Towards a real eduction::

:: I am trying to let go of my notion of sit down, worksheet-filled education and remember I.have.boys. They learn best and behave best when they can be active- touch, see, run, jump, take apart.

Towards rhythm and beauty::

:: I have been working on rhythm, albeit unsuccessfully. Our real education, these days, has been life. Now, for a slightly less messy life ;P One of these days I will unclutter, and it will remain that way. For that, I pray.

I am hoping and praying::

:: peace and understanding for Christian, who is obviously unhappy and I pray I can meet his needs

:: that God will reveal to me in a big, undeniable way His plan for our homeschool

:: for Christian's father, who has been wrapped in the pit of depression for far too long

In the Garden::

:: our pumpkin, watermelon, tomato and parsley seeds are growing. not sure where they will end up since I planted them mid- October on a whim ;P

Around the House::

:: I don't wanna talk about it. It makes me crazy. It just makes me nuts. Legos. Laundry. Yeah, I'm trying to work something out. Patience.

A Few Plans For The Rest Of The Week::

:: PE day with the homeschool group tomorrow (baseball :)

:: possibly Keegan's first piano lesson Thursday

:: Science day with the homeschool group Friday

A Picture Thought I'm Sharing:

going on a bear hunt...

2009-10-27T20:19:00.001-04:00

...gonna find the other blog...

Come visit us here to see what we have been doing the past few weeks.

Simple Woman's Daybook

2009-10-05T10:54:00.004-04:00

FOR TODAY...October 5th from Leslie's Daybook

Outside my window... cloudy peaceful autumn day

I am thinking... I am totally unprepared.

I am thankful for... God's sovereignty and His mercy. I would be dead without it.

I am wearing... my favorite jeans at the moment, my "Been Through the Water" Chets Creek baptism shirt, my flipflops and John's fleece. My hair is wet, brushed but that's about it.

I am remembering... how lost and "off" I felt a few months back and how being off just that little bit with the Lord caused such confusion...sure glad to be back and centered with and in him alone

I am going... to make it through this week, and come out on the other side better for it.

I am reading... a multitude of things, Last Child in the Woods, Scripture, lesson plans, Lemony Snicket with my boys

I am hoping... to regain my energy and excitement and to have a calm week.

On my mind... how thinking about my unhappiness often is selfish- that my mind must be set on godly things.

From the learning rooms... school is almost over for the day, boys are cleaning

Noticing that... my patience is running thin

Pondering these words... "My grace is sufficient for you."

From the kitchen... using up whats left before a Tuesday grocery run

Around the house... a few more things need to be done around the yard, then all will be nice and pretty. Borrowed Mom's vacuum so the house is looking spiffier.

One of my favorite things~ hugs

From my picture journal...

an oldie but a goodie:

Weekly Wrap-up: Aug. 31-Sept. 4

2009-09-06T11:19:00.000-04:00

crosspost from homeschool blog

Tomorrow we will start our 3rd week (2nd official- with books & all that fun stuff) of (home)schooling. I am very excited about our journey, and if I continue to learn things in the amount I have this week, I shall be a whole new person by this time next year. I've said this before, and I will say it again: I know I have far more to learn from this year than my children do.

I am so thankful the Lord is sovereign; He can use one experience (in this case, homeschooling) to address many issues with which we have all been struggling. By nature I am lazy, disorganized, impulsive, last-minute, flighty and impatient. When I homeschool, I cannot be any of these things (well, I can and I will at times, but the consequences for these behaviors are very clear- in a hectic day, poorly conducted lesson, etc). Without self-control my children are also disorganized, easily bored, emotional, and whiny. There are direct consequences for these behaviors as well in the form of less play because of the length of time needed to complete schoolwork appropriately.

This week I have learned:

ABOUT OUR DAY:

-I must plan for Math ahead of time. When I am not organized, I quickly lose the childrens attention and do not have the energy for creative teaching because it is used up in keeping them focused.

-I must not try and do every activity Tapestry of Grace suggests. I must remember it is a buffet, and gorging myself (or my childre) never ends successfully.

ABOUT MYSELF:

-My best work does not come from times where I am put on the spot. I cannot say enough about the importance of preparation.
-My day goes much more successfully if I am up before the children and get my God time and planning time. I feel more established.

ABOUT MY CHILDREN:

-My children quickly tire of worksheets.
-There are going to be bad days. Moody children make for difficult encounters. Creativity and patience are a must. Redirect the child's thinking, ignite passion and creativity, and try, try again.
-If I am not on my toes, they will quickly talk me into less work and inferior quality.
-As children (and boys especially), they need breaks consistently and active time (preferably outside) every day. No excuses. And I make more than they do.

Some of my favorite places on the web, these days:

Old Fashioned Education- most of my curriculum comes from this comprehensive, and FREE, site.

Project Gutenberg- tons and tons of public domain e-texts. Many wonderful old primers can be found here.

Super Teacher Worksheets- I came across this site while searching Google for spelling words and am extremely surprised at the quality of the worksheets found here. My boys get bored if I give them too much written work to do, but these provide more hands-on worksheets as well. I did use their lists for spelling words as well. They even have printouts for each week.

i believe

2009-08-21T15:38:00.003-04:00

I believe in the sovereignty of the Lord.

I believe I was bought for a price.

I believe I was made for a purpose.

I believe every moment, even (and especially) those moments that pass by without notice are opportunities to grow and live out the purpose the Lord has for me (and you).

I believe there is such a thing as objective truth.

I believe in the authority of the Bible.

I believe the Lord has called me to stay home and bring my children home with me to train them in righteousness to love and serve the Lord with the talents in which He has bestowed them.

sorry

2009-08-20T13:05:00.001-04:00

Been busy planning. . .

for homeschool. . .

yep, I'm planning (can ya believe it?)

Come see what we've been up to on our homeschool blog.

focus on the road

2009-08-09T22:35:00.005-04:00

I wanted to share the words of Pip tonight- I am quite tired and could not talk right now about the wonderful grace of God any better than she did (and I have to humbly admit I probably couldn't on my best day). So, let me share with you her wonderful words:

"Focus on the Road"

And this song has been on my mind all day- I just love it:

week in review and a few questions

2009-08-07T13:23:00.005-04:00

It's been a busy week. Or at least it feels that way. I've come to realize I haven't put as much time into my blog or my etsy shoppe as I'd like, but sometimes that's just how life goes. I have had my mind occupied with school planning, as we will start in 2 weeks (count it! TWO weeks). And, ironically (or not so much, I am just paying more attention) I have become overly aware of how I have defaulted, or been lazy, if you will, with the training of my children. But, on the upside, I will be here to work with them, watch their growth, and pray for and with them. Also, it gives me very clear goals on character issues I need to work on with each boy this year. Like I mentioned in an earlier post, I am equally excited and nervous, but I truly believe in the sovereignty of the Lord- HE will guide my paths, and HE knows the outcome- I just have to keep on walking.

So, with that in mind, I've been walking, one foot after the other, sometimes at tortoise "slow and steady" speed, which is a change from my impulsive ways, but I feel like I am working toward a goal, purposefully, so I am comfortable with that.

Where we are:

I have a hard time walking the line between training my children and projecting upon them and nitpicking. In the past my approach was admittedly one of default, only disciplining the grievous (and most obnoxious and/or embarassing) offenses. And I use the word, "disciplining" very loosely- it was a more of bribe-and-yell tactic. So, can you see what I'm working with here? Far too long of brushing things under the table, expecting the world to piece itself together without any of my help (or sadly without an petition to the Lord- now that's a recipe for disaster!)

I have found a way that seems to be working, that is, asking myself some questions about where my effort goes:

1. Was does the Lord have to say about it (if anything- do I feel convicted in one way, has He been speaking to me about something lately?)
2. Will it serve a pressing need? Will it serve the Kingdom?
3. Is this a "big deal"? Is it a sin or is it just annoying?
4. Am I tired? Are they tired? Did I eat? Did they eat? Did we get some sunlight today?
5. What am I trying to teach them? What behavior do I want to replace the negative one?
6. Am I starving my flesh or feeding it?

So, there you have it. It helps keep me on track, which is a large task ;)

i know that full well: saturday psalm and praise

2009-08-01T20:23:00.007-04:00

Psalm 139

1 O Lord, you have searched me and you know me. 2 You know when I sit and when I rise; you perceive my thoughts from afar. 3 You discern my going out and my lying down; you are familiar with all my ways. 4 Before a word is on my tongue you know it completely, O Lord. 5 You hem me in--behind and before; you have laid your hand upon me. 6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.
7 Where can I go from your Spirit? Where can I flee from your presence? 8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there; if I make my bed in the depths, you are there. 9 If I ruse on the wings of the dawn, if I settle on the far side of the sea, 10 even there your hand will guide me, your right hand will hold me fast. 11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me and the light become night around me," 12 even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you. 13 For you created my inmost being; you knit me together in my mother's womb. 14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made; your works are wonderful, I know that full well.

Fearfully and wonderfully made. I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you when I was made in the secret place. When I was woven together in the depths of the earth, 16 your eyes saw my unformed body. All the days ordained for me were written in your book before one of them came to be. 17 How precious to me are your thoughts, O God. How vast is the sum of them! 18 Were I to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand. When I awake, I am still with you. 19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God! Away from me, you bloodthirsty men! 20 They speak of you with evil intent; your adversaries misuse your name. 21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O Lord, and abhor those who rise up against you? 22 I have nothing but hatred for them; I count them my enemies. 23 Search me, O God, and know my heart; test me and know my anxious thoughts. 24 See if there is any offensive way in me, and lead me in the way everlasting.

These words are such a comfort to me. And they are equally as convicting. I may be able to hide what I do from others, possibly even myself, but He sees. And not only does He see, He knows before I even do it. Eek. See how this can be both comforting and scary? The thought of it, when I see my sins, my failings, my self-absorption, brings me to my knees (I've spent a lot of time on my knees lately).

When I fear the Lord, as I am called to do, I know that I have nothing else to fear. His ways are righteous. His ways are just. As I align my will with His, my ways will line up as well.

It has become clear to my recently that we make a grave mistake when we mistake being called to be Christlike with being told to be Godlike.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain.

We cannot, despite all effort, become God. HE is the Creator. HE is the Rock. We, at best, and with His power, can be less sinful. But we will still be human. So, we must attribute His characteristics to Him and acknowledge our helplessness. It is then that we see Him in all of His glory.

Lately I haven't many words. Well, many insightful words. I am embarking on a new experience in my life, one that requires more focus and purpose than I may have ever given in my life. I am scared, I am excited, I am thankful, sometimes anxious, trying not to get distracted or to feed all of my fleshly impulses.

I have no words to describe the gratitude and the wonder I have that the Lord, my Father, knows every second of every thing I ever do, every thought, even before I do things. As I try to remain focused, with a clear mind, I am reminded that He sees it all clearly. And He knows where I am going. He will guide me if I will follow, so I need not grasp desperately for the slightest glimmer of light because

12 even the darkness will not be dark to you; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to you.

If you are interested in why this is posted on Sunday as opposed to Saturday, as the title suggests, see my words here.

that time between

2009-07-29T01:25:00.002-04:00

one of my least favorite phases is that time between making a decision and actually acting on it. it is a time rife with anxiety for me, a time of great doubt but hope, and many times in my life it has produced paralyzing fear.

i moved out of my apartment into the house in which I currently live 4 years ago. actually, 4 years ago last month. i was a mom to two boys, john was working, and i had to move less than one mile, and to make it sound all that more cushy, it was a house my parents bought for us. despite all this, all i could see was the mess i had created around me and focus on the seemingly insurmountable task of boxing it all up or throwing it away. it paralyzed me. medicated, with mother-filled boxes and a stressed out husband, i moved to the neighboring development. not a proud moment.

i haven't ever been a good decision maker. i have often turned back, taken the wide road, or just defaulted my way through things. the doctor told me it was add. my father told me it was laziness. i just assumed that's the way i was. i have stood by my convictions when it was easy or when i had no other choice. my dad described the quandry this way: "You say you'll do such and such. You can say it all you want, but the real question is this: When the alarm goes off at 6:30am, are you actually gonna get up?" Frankly, if the consequences for remaining in bed weren't immediately life-endangering, the answer is...Probably not.

so, you are wondering why i am rambling on about this. it just so happens i am at one of those crossroads right now. i have chosen to take the narrow path. it's a decision that upsets, alarms and angers many people very close to me. it's different from anything my circle has participated in. it's possibly more shocking to them then when i decided to have a homebirth. (though my father still believes i narrowly escaped disaster) yep. I've decided to homeschool. and they can't say they didn't see it coming.

so, who cares what others have to say? doesn't it only matter what hubby and the Lord have to say? well, yes. but, for such a person as the one i described above, it is still novel to do things on my own.

where do i go from here? well, i've been quite convicted lately that as long as I keep moving, one foot in front of the other, God will direct my paths. He said He will. where i get all tangled up is when i refuse to move, when i insist on standing still, or sitting down. He can't direct my paths if i don't move.

so, i just keep moving. . . and i do it joyfully, with intention. . .and He knows where i'm going. . .so that's okay with me.

it's been awhile

2009-07-28T18:18:00.003-04:00

So, it has been awhile since I have written too much on my blog. I have plenty of excuses for that, but who needs excuses? It is my blog, isn't it? So, why do I find myself feeling guilty when I do not update?

word-filled wednesday- proverbs 4:11-12

2009-07-22T01:11:00.001-04:00

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walk this way: thursday threesome

2009-07-16T10:08:00.003-04:00

Not sure what to do? Check out past Thursday Threesome posts.

2009-07-15T22:23:00.004-04:00

Today, my oldest, Christian, made the Word-filled Wednesday picture. At first he attempted a web picture compilation (as is my typical style), but frustrated with paint's mysterious closing mid-save, he decided to draw his own. I'm glad he did. I had my own agenda about what I wanted him to create, but in retrospect it isn't about me (I know, contain your surprise ;) *Can you see my shadow in the background as I take the picture?

So, here it is, his choice of verse AND picture, Genesis 6:19-20:

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homeschool link list

2009-07-06T00:01:00.004-04:00

As many of you know, I am preparing for my first year homeschooling the boys. I tend to get overwhelmed before major life changes and am like a deer in the headlights forgetting how to put one foot in front of the other. The Lord (ADONAI) has really spoken to me lately about just taking a step. He will direct my paths. He will make them straight. But if I refuse to walk then He's gonna have to hit me with something to get my attention (and I'm not sure I can live through another such event). He cannot lead the paths of the stationary.

So, I am starting at the beginning- what the boys need to know, what information I have, and what I need. More information about what the boys will learn is at our new (and thus under construction) homeschool bloggy home, H.O.M.E. Most of our homeschool information will be contained there, with a few exceptions as I see fit. This is one I wanted to add here as well, because so many of you all are homeschoolers as well, and I believe these are great links worth sharing.

Here is a running list of homeschool resources we have found helpful. This is by no means an exhaustive list, just what I have compiled thus far. Please scroll to the bottom to see other resources I have compiled/written.

KIDS SEARCH ENGINES:
Kids Konnect

ONLINE BOOKS:
bibliomania
Childrens Books Online
Project Gutenberg

REFERENCE:
Webster's 1828 Dictionary

BIBLE STUDY:
No Greater Joy
On Tablets of Human Hearts

RESOURCES/ UNIT STUDIES:
Easy Fun School
eField Trips
NASA Instructional Units & Lesson Plans
Free Ed (free online classes)
Owl & Mouse
Homeschool.com
i Know that
BrainPOP
Up To Ten

MATHEMATICS:
Living Math!

LITERATURE:
Book Adventure (free reading motivation program)- http://www.bookadventure.com/
Shakespeare and the Internet- http://shakespeare.palomar.edu/default.htm

GEOGRAPHY:
National Geographic Xpeditions- http://www.nationalgeographic.com/xpeditions/
The World Factbook- https://www.cia.gov/library/publications/the-world-factbook/index.html
A Child's Geography- http://www.achildsgeography.com/

SCIENCE:
Smithsonian Kids- http://www.si.edu/kids/
The Happy Scientist- http://thehappyscientist.com
Terrific Science- http://www.terrificscience.org
Chem 4 Kids- http://www.chem4kids.com/
Kids Astronomy- http://www.kidsastronomy.com/
NASA Kids Club- http://www.nasa.gov/audience/forkids/kidsclub/flash/index.html
Your Sky- http://www.fourmilab.ch/yoursky/

HISTORY:
History.com Classroom- http://www.history.com/classroom/index.html
History for Kids- http://www.historyforkids.org/
GOVERNMENT:
Kids.gov- http://www.kids.gov/

LANGUAGE:
ASL Browser- http://commtechlab.msu.edu/sites/aslweb/browser.htm

MUSIC:
Piano Nanny- http://www.pianonanny.com/start.html
PlayMusic- http://www.playmusic.org/
Creating Music- http://www.creatingmusic.com/

ART:
Haring Kids- http://www.haringkids.com/master_b_sleep.htm

PHYSICAL EDUCATION:
Game Central Station- http://www.gamecentralstation.com/handcrafted2.asp

CRAFTS/PROJECTS:
Auntie Annie's Crafts- http://auntannie.com/
A Kids Heart- http://akidsheart.com/

GENEALOGY:
US GenWeb Project- http://www.usgenweb.org/

COOKING/BAKING:
Cooking with Kids- http://www.childrensrecipes.com/
Kids A Cookin'- http://www.kidsacookin.org/

Other Things I Have Written:
-Scripture for Teaching
-Saturday Night Link Fever: Homeschooling Edition

God is light: wfw

2009-07-01T12:53:00.004-04:00

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psalm 23: saturday psalm and praise

2009-06-28T19:00:00.007-04:00

Saturday Psalm and Praise is one of my favorite memes. Not only do I get to read the Psalms, which are so beautiful and refreshing, but I get a prescribed opportunity to ponder them, meditate upon them, and write about them. The inspired writer of Psalms shared feelings, good and bad, comforted and fearful, and this book is a fabulous expression of most daily experiences in the lives of all men.

I value SP&P being on Saturday, the Sabbath, our day to rest in the LORD, but upon prayerful consideration, I have decided that while I will "research" the chosen Psalm on Saturday, for me I believe it will be more appropriate to write about it on Sunday. Allow me to explain my reasoning. The Sabbath is given to us as a day to rest FROM worldly things and rest IN our Lord. I don't know about you, but when I write, and specifically write to an audience, all sorts of selfish ambitions and motives have opportunity to creep in. I desire to be witty, to be quotable, to be interesting. I desire to reach more people by talking in a way that is easily digestible. While I do not believe these are all-together negative, I do know that if I attempt to write before seriously contemplating the message, and specifically the message I feel I should share in the Lord, I am at great danger of being sanctimonious, possibly judgmental and self-righteous. Please do not misunderstand me, for I believe many have a far more unselfish way of sharing, and I am certainly not accusing anyone of false motives when they write on Saturdays; I just feel this is right for me. In addition, and along the same line of thinking, I am going to do my best to stay off the computer (internet, media) on the Sabbath, as it is as fun as it is distracting.

So, that being said, I'm working on a post on Psalm 23. This may be the most well-known Psalm in the Bible, as it is a frequently used verse at funerals. Ironically, this Psalm is not one of death, but of life. It talks of our protection and comfort in the Lord while we live. It's a nice thought to include it at funerals, but I'd like to suggest it might be a message expressed a little too late.

1 A psalm of David: ADONAI is my shepherd; I lack nothing. 2 He has me lie down in grassy pastures, he leads me by quiet water, 3 he restores my inner person. He guides me in right paths for the sake of his own name. 4 Even if I pass through death-dark ravines, I will fear no disaster; for you are with me; your rod and staff reassure me. 5 You prepare a table for me, even as my enemies watch; you anoint my head with oil from an overflowing cup. 6 Goodness and grace will pursue me every day of my life; and I will live in the house of ADONAI for years and years to come.

1 A psalm of David: ADONAI is my shepherd; I lack nothing.

Isn't this reassuring? I lack access to nothing when I allow the Lord to be my shepherd. I like this translation (the Complete Jewish Bible/CJB). Some other versions translate this into, "I shall not want." or "I shall not be in want". This can be deceiving. Of course we will want, hopefully we will want the things God wants. This verse speaks not of what we long for but with what we are equipped. I will not lack anything. I will have everything I need to complete the job set in front of me.

I have a horrible habit of living in the past or/and living in the future while frantically trying to micromanage the present. As you can imagine, this has yet to work well for me. I have to consciously remember (more often than I'd like to admit) that the Lord is my Shepherd, the Shepherd is my Lord. I love that God so often uses the sheep analogy; it is not hard to see the comparison. Have you ever thought about sheep? Sheep are senseless, defenseless, prone to wander and in desperate need of protection! I don't want to be a wandering sheep, outside the realm of the shepherd's protection. I want to walk peaceful under the umbrella of my Lord and Savior. Yeshua {Jesus} often used the analogy as well. In detail, He explains His role of Shepherd and the duties He has to and blessings He bestows upon His sheep:

1 "Truly, truly, I say to you, he who does not enter the sheepfold by the door but climbs in by another way, that man is a thief and a robber; 2 but he who enters by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. 3 To him the gatekeeper opens; the sheep hear his voice, and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out. 4 When he has brought out all his own, he goes before them, and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice. 5 A stranger they will not follow, but they will flee from him, for they do not know the voice of strangers." 6 This figure Jesus used with them, but they did not understand what he was saying to them. 7 So Jesus again said to them, "Truly, truly, I say to you, I am the door of the sheep. 8 All who came before me are thieves and robbers; but the sheep did not heed them. 9 I am the door; if any one enters by me, he will be saved, and will go in and out and find pasture. 10 The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly. 11 I am the good shepherd. The good shepherd lays down his life for the sheep. 12 He who is a hireling and not a shepherd, whose own the sheep are not, sees the wolf coming and leaves the sheep and flees; and the wolf snatches them and scatters them. 13 He flees because he is a hireling and cares nothing for the sheep. 14 I am the good shepherd; I know my own and my own know me, 15 as the Father knows me and I know the Father; and I lay down my life for the sheep. 16 And I have other sheep, that are not of this fold; I must bring them also, and they will heed my voice. So there shall be one flock, one shepherd. 17 For this reason the Father loves me, because I lay down my life, that I may take it again. 18 No one takes it from me, but I lay it down of my own accord. I have power to lay it down, and I have power to take it again; this charge I have received from my Father." {John 10:1-18}

2 He has me lie down in grassy pastures, he leads me by quiet water,

Since we are talking sheep imagery, can you think of a more wonderful place for a flock? Grassy pastures are filled with food, wide open and bright. Quiet water from which the sheeps (we) can drink provide all that we need.

Look at the phrasing here, "He has me. . .He leads me." The Lord is in controle are merely followers, protected and guided by our Shepherd. Is not this where you would always want to remain? I know it is for me!

3 he restores my inner person. He guides me in right paths for the sake of his own name.

It dawned on me today. God can guide me. He can even guide me if I don't follow. But when I follow, the path is straight, right, direct. I have claimed to be seeking the buried treasure, when in fact I was just rewriting the treasure map and buying up every different size and color shovel I could fine, and never even attempting to dig the first hole. In other words, God can't lead us if we don't take a single step.

Romans 8:28-31 "28We know that all things work together for good for those who love God, who are called according to His purpose. 29For those whom He foreknew He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son, in order that He might be the firstborn within a large family. 30And those whom He predestined He also called, and those whom He called He also justified, those whom He justified He also glorified. 31What then are we to say about these things? If God is for us, who is against us?"

4 Even if I pass through death-dark ravines, I will fear no disaster; for you are with me; your rod and staff reassure me.

I think this is the verse that causes people to believe upon first sight that it this Psalm is about death. Some translations read "As I walk through the valley of the shadow of death." Death here refers to the amount of light present. It is as dark as death. Two instances in my life come to mind.

My father was (is) a master storyteller. I still vividly remember some of his tales. One I will never forget was a story he told me to keep me from harm (and most likely to keep me out of his room at all hours of the day). My childhood house had an interesting layout, with my parents room on the bottom floor and all of the other living area upstairs. The kitchen was up. My bedroom and my brother's were also on the top floor. At the top of the stairs that led to my parents' room was a large metal floor vent. My father told me if I fell in it, I would fall forever. (I never said my dad was conventional ;) When it was dark at night, and even in the brightness of day, you could not see what was in the hole or how far it fell (2 stories), so I believed him. His odd tactic did not work, as I would run and leap over the grate, ya know, to avoid falling forever. Nice try, Dad!

I told the above story to illustrate such an example of this verse. To me, at the time, the vent was certainly a death-dark ravine, and I absolutely feared disaster. Whether the situation is real or only perceived doesn't often matter to our emotional carnal selves, only that we feel like it is. I can say with assurance, I am quite happy the Lord is guiding me through such times (and far more real trials and dark phases). I do not have to fear disaster because He is with me. His rod is keeping harm from me, and His staff is gently but assuredly leading me in the right path. I just love how Psalm 37 illuminates these walks. "Our steps are made firm by the Lord, when He delights in our way; though we stumble, we shall not fall headlong, for the Lord holds us by the hand." {Psalm 37:23-25}

Psalm 119:105 "Your word is a lamp for my foot and a light on my path." (CJB)

I grew up in Florida, and have lived here most of my life. Needless to say, I have no first-hand experience with sheep. I think possibly there is one at our local zoo, but even so, it is without a flock. So I had to do a little researching to find out the purpose of the much debated rod and staff. I assume you have heard people state, "Spare the rod, spoil the child." (based on Proverbs 13:24) to justify corporal punishment. I was surprised to learn that the rod was used not on the sheep, but to protect from predators. The staff was used for guiding. Wow! Well, certainly the Lord's rod and staff reassure me. They protect AND guide me. For what more could I ask?

5 You prepare a table for me, even as my enemies watch; you anoint my head with oil from an overflowing cup.

Even as my enemies watch! We are safe. Safe enough that God can focus on preparing a table for us. No one can snatch us from His hand. Not that no one will, but no one CAN! Hallelujah!!!

6 Goodness and grace will pursue me every day of my life; and I will live in the house of ADONAI for years and years to come.

Goodness and grace pursue me. I do not need to go looking for them; they track me down. This is not the same as sitting and waiting for blessings to fall out of heaven and hit us on our heads. Remember, we're walking here, following our shepherd. When we do that, goodness and grace will pursue us, every day. We will live in the house of the Lord for years and years to come. Praise the Lord!!

wide open by newsong--then sings my soul saturday

2009-06-27T18:41:00.008-04:00

Psalm 23
1A psalm of David: ADONAI is my shepherd; I lack nothing. 2 He has me lie down in grassy pastures, he leads me by quiet water, 3 he restores my inner person. He guides me in right paths for the sake of his own name. 4 Even if I pass through death-dark ravines, I will fear no disaster; for you are with me; your rod and staff reassure me. 5 You prepare a table for me, even as my enemies watch; you anoint my head with oil from an overflowing cup. 6 Goodness and grace will pursue me every day of my life; and I will live in the house of ADONAI for years and years to come.

Shalom Shabbat!

cleaning my kitchen -- thursday threesome

2009-06-25T14:31:00.007-04:00

a three-word phrase divided into thirds and then expounded upon. . .

This is the first meme I have actually hosted. I would love for you to join me! And please make sure to add your link to the Mr. Linky box below. If you add your link, please leave a comment.

Join me. Today's phrase is:

CLEANING MY KITCHEN

No, really, in lieu of a post today, I will be cleaning my kitchen. Below I posted before/after pics, and I have no doubt you too will feel this was a wise decision. See you next Thursday {hopefully sooner}. Blessings~

"I am the true vine, and my Father is the gardener.
He cuts off every branch in me that bears no fruit, while every branch that does bear fruit he prunes so that it will be even more fruitful.
You are already clean because of the word I have spoken to you.
Remain in me, and I will remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. Neither can you bear fruit unless you remain in me.
I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing.
If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned.
If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you.
This is to my Father's glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.
As the Father has loved me, so have I loved you. Now remain in my love.
If you obey my commands, you will remain in my love, just as I have obeyed my Father's commands and remain in his love.
I have told you this so that my joy may be in you and that your joy may be complete.
My command is this: Love each other as I have loved you.

John 15:1-12

When I started. . .

now...

What I did today:
-clean fridge inside
-clean freezer inside
-clean fridge outside

-clean toaster
-clean microwave
-wash dishes/empty drainer/reload d/w
-wash sink
-wash sill above sink
-clean 1 (of 6) lower cabinets
-clean inside/outside of pantry door
-empty out pencil holder/ sharpen pencils

-clean all counters
-sweep floor

And I cooked our super-favorite meatballs for dinner.

I feel quite accomplished. Thank You, Lord.

trust in ADONAI: wfw

2009-06-24T14:49:00.003-04:00

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no one like You -- sp&p

2009-06-20T10:59:00.005-04:00

Do you ever look at your present situation or that of the peoples around the world and lose hope? There is none who is righteous, not one. People are despairing while people are hoarding, some are starving while others are gluttonous. Many don't know of the Good News of Christ while many who do know act as though they've forgotten.

What do we do when all around us things seem to be tumbling down, no where reflecting the grace by which we were saved? Remember you are not the only one, like Daniel who was surrounded by the godlessness in Babylon, we do have a place to turn our heads. We have a place to look, God to look to. He is good, and He will always be. He is righteous, holy, pure. And His Son, His Word made flesh, Jesus Christ {called Yeshua by everyone who knew Him} showed us how to live out this goodness. So, I say to you, and just as passionately I say to myself, look at Him, for there is no one like Him.

No One Like You by David Crowder Band

You are more beautiful
Than anyone ever
Everyday You're the same
You never change, no never
And how could I ever deny
The love of my Savior
You are to me everything
All I need forever
How could You be so good to me?
There is no one like You
There has never ever been anyone like You

Everywhere You are there
Earth or air surrounding
I'm not alone, the heavens sing along
My God You're so astounding
How could You be so good to me
Eternally I believe that'
You, You, You, You, You, You
How could You be so good to me?
How could You be so good to me?
We're not alone, so sing along
We're not alone, so sing along, sing along, sing along

There is no one like You
There has never been anyone like You
There is no one like You
There has never been anyone like You
There his no one like our God, yeah

Psalm 111
1 Praise the Lord. I will extol the Lord with all my heart in the council of the upright and in the assembly. 2 Great are the works of the Lord; they are pondered by all who delight in them. 3 Glorious and majestic are his deeds, and his righteousness endures forever. 4 He has caused his wonders to be remembered; the Lord is gracious and compassionate. 5 He provides food for those who fear him; he remembers his covenant forever.
6 He has shown his people the power of his works, giving them the lands of other nations. 7 The works of his hands are faithful and just; all his precepts are trustworthy. 8 They are steadfast for ever and ever, done in faithfulness and uprightness. 9 He provided redemption for his people; he ordained his covenant forever-- holy and awesome is his name. 10 The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom; all who follow his precepts have good understanding. To him belongs eternal praise.

Saturday Psalm & Praise is a fabulous way to celebrate the Sabbath. Head on over to A Pondering Heart to join in. And learn more about Saturday Psalm & Praise here.

Blessings to you~

my husband rocks!

2009-06-19T12:21:00.007-04:00

My husband rocks because he is adventurous. He is full of ideas, always wanting to better or expand or change something. He causes me to be more curious, to seek to find more answers, but to always be sure in the Lord. With that He doesn't waver. I am so blessed to have him :)

I love you, Honey!!

from 2/18/09:

Darling, I love you. I do not tell you enough and certainly do not show you enough. I'm sorry for that. I am so thankful for all the things you are that I am not: outgoing...bold...confident...courageous...captivating...
disarming...real...commanding. I just love how together we are the perfect fit. I pray God will show me how to love you more and more.

I decided to join in My Husband Rocks! Fridays after seeing my buddy, Kristin, doing it on her blog. Go check her out for yourself :) Beautifully Adorned And I totally recommend her other blog, The Faithful Fashionista, for fabulous, godly information!

my books

2009-06-18T11:12:00.004-04:00

***Feel free to contact with any questions***

The books are divided by category (somewhat) and then alphabetically by title. I can provide more specs if needed. I find it hard to price books fairly without being biased as to how good the book is, so I am writing the price for the book new (if written on the actual book) next to the edition (PB or HC) and I will accept reasonable offers. All books are in gently used condition, unless otherwise noted. *** Abbreviations: PB= paperback, HC= hardcover, DJ= dust jacket, DJ+P= dust jacket & plastic cover

ADULT BOOKS

Conscious Parenting

Crib Notes: A Random Reference for the Modern Parent by Amy Maniatis (HC)
The Family Nutrition Book: Everything You Need to Know About Feeding Your Children - From Birth through Adolescence by Dr. William Sears (PB)
Infant Massage by Vimala Schneider McClure (PB)
Life's Greatest Lessons or, 20 Things I Want My Kids to Know by Hal Urban (PB)
Nighttime Parenting: How to Get Your Baby and Child to Sleep by Dr. William Sears (PB)
The Seven Spiritual Laws for Parents: Guiding Your Children to Success and Fulfillment (Chopra, Deepak) by Deepak Chopra (PB w/ DJ+P)

Giselle Institute Books by Louise Bates Ames:

* Your Three Year Old: Friend or EnemyYour Three-Year-Old: Friend or Enemy
* Your Four-Year-Old: Wild and WonderfulYour Four-Year-Old: Wild and Wonderful
* Your Seven-Year-Old: Life in a Minor KeyYour Seven-Year-Old: Life in a Minor Key
Waldorf Inspired
1. Amusing Ourselves To Death (PB- older version)
2. Boys and Girls: Superheroes in the Doll Corner by Vivian Gussin Paley (PB)
3. Children Learn What They Live by Dorothy Law Nolte (PB)
4. Deschooling Our Lives (PB- giftable condition)
5. Miseducation: PRESCHOOLERS AT RISK by David Elkind (PB)
6. The Plug-In Drug: Television, Computers, and Family Life by Marie Winn (PB)
7. Seven Times the Sun: Guiding Your Child Through the Rhythms of the Day by Shea Darian (PB- bent a bit)
8. Without Spanking or Spoiling: A Practical Approach to Toddler and Preschool Guidance by Elizabeth Crary (PB)
9. Sing A Song With Baby and This is the Way We Wash-A-Day by Mary Thienes-Schunemann (each come with their cds)
Christian Parenting
1. Bringing Up Boys: Practical Advice and Encouragement for Those Shaping the Next Generation of Men by Dr. James Dobson (HC w/ DJ- giftable)
2. How to Develop Your Child's Temperament by Beverly LaHaye (PB)
Classics & Others
1. BRAVE NEW WORLD by Aldous Huxley (PB)
2. Conversations with God : An Uncommon Dialogue (Book 1) and Conversations With God: An Uncommon Dialog, Vol. 3 by Neale Donald Walsch (HC w/ DJ)
3. Ishmael: An Adventure of the Mind and Spirit by Daniel Quinn (PB)
4. The Metamorphosis (Bantam Classics) by Franz Kafka (PB- giftable)
5. On the Road (Penguin 20th Century Classics) by Jack Kerouac (PB- bent a bit)
6. The Prophet by Kahlil Gibran (HC w/ DJ+P- 1923 edition- RARE)
7. When Elephants Weep: The Emotional Lives of Animals by Jeffrey Moussaieff Mason (PB- giftable)

CHILDRENS BOOKS

Alphabetically by Title (some authors lumped together)

Eric Carle books

A House for Hermit Crab

Mister Seahorse- (PB Scholastic ed.)

"Slowly, Slowly," said the Sloth (HC)

The Very Hungry Caterpillar (HC)

Time Warp Trio by Jon Schieszk

*in brand new, giftable condition

3. The Good, The Bad, and The Goofy

4. Your Mother Was a Neanderthal

10. Sam Samurai

Magic Tree House books by Mary Pope Osborne

1. Dinosaurs Before Dark

2. The Knight At Dawn

3. Mummies in the Morning

4. Pirates Past Noon

5. Night of the Ninjas

6. Afternoon on the Amazon

Other Titles

The Berenstain Bears New Baby (PB)

Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs by Judi and Rob Barrett (HC)

Crocodile Beat by Gail Jorgensen and Patricia Mullens (PB Scholastic ed.)

Dear Mili by Wilhelm Grimm and Maurice Sendak(HC w/ dust jacket)

Father Bear Comes Home by Else Holmelund Minarik w/ pictures by Maurice Sendak (PB)

I See the Moon: Good-night Poems and Lullabies edited by Marcus Pfister (PB Scholastic ed.)

I Spy School Days: A Book of Picture Riddles (HC Scholastic)

Leo the Late Bloomer by Robert Kraus (PB)

The Story of the Root-Children by Sibylle von Olfers (HC)

The Tiny Town by Melanie Friedersdorf (HC)

The Velveteen Rabbit by Margery Williams (HC)

Three Jovial Huntsmen: A Mother Goose Rhyme (PB)

Where The Wild Things Are by Maurice Sendak (PB)

Wolves by Seymour Simon (PB)

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101 Nature Experiments by David Burnie (HC)

A Child's First Steps to Virtues by Emily Hunter (HC)

The Chicka Chicka ABC Magnet Book by (HC w/ plastic magnets)

Dot to Dot in the Sky: Stories in the Stars by Joan Marie Galat (PB)

Guess How Much I Love You by (board book)

Into the Napping House cassette tape by Don and Audrey Wood (cassette)

The Little Hands Art Book: Exploring Arts & Crafts with 2-to-6-Year-Olds by Judy Press (PB)

The Little Prince by Antoine De Saint Exupery (PB ISBN: 0-15-646511-6)

Reader's Digest Children's World Atlas (HC)

A Series of Unfortunate Events: The Ominous Omnibus (Books 1-3) (HC)

Usborne Little Book of Children's Poems (HC)

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Amelia Bedelia by Peggy Parish (PB)

Tales of a Fourth Grade Nothing by Judy Blume (PB) *I can say personally that Judy Blume was my FAVORITE author for my entire elementary school days

my verse: wfw

2009-06-17T23:10:00.004-04:00

Yep. My favorite verse. There ya have it :)

once for all: thursday threesome

2009-06-11T13:09:00.006-04:00

I am not sure why so many of my Thursday Threesomes contain the word, "one", in some way. I do have to laugh, however, that no matter what I do or write or say or think, it all points back to Him, my Lord, my Father, the only ONE. Just the way it should be. And, on that line of thinking, "Once for all" was actually directly inspired by the magnificent gift Jesus gave us. What He did, died on the cross for our sins {mine AND yours}, He did ONCE FOR ALL.

ONCE: I have been thinking a lot about, and focusing very much on, consistency. I, by nature, am impulsive and scattered, often trying things once before moving on. My house is evidence of this, with little piles of partially finished projects laying conspicuously on most every surface.

I pray daily for focus, for my priorities to be right, but progress has been quite slow. One of the ways I have found to counteract this flightiness is by being consistent. Behaviors don't become second nature after only doing them once. This makes God's miracles seem all the more wonderous, He only has to do things once. Often He repeats them for our sake, I believe, because clearly we are {*I am} terribly slow learners, but He does this only for us. Clearly, once is enough for Him. Jesus died for our sins ONCE. The Lord flooded the earth ONCE, parted the waters ONCE, and will call us back to Him for eternity ONCE.

FOR:

"But if serving the LORD seems undesirable to you, then choose for yourselves this day whom you will serve, whether the gods your forefathers served beyond the River, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land you are living. But as for me and my household, we will serve the LORD." {Joshua 24:15, NIV}

ALL: As I write this I look out into my den, my house, in the midst of my cleaning and purging week, and I wonder, how did I accumulate ALL this stuff? All these earthly "treasures" that in no way serve the Kingdom, and are a disservice to me as well. Hoarding all the material things that I do provides such a distraction to all the important immaterial blessings God bestows. So, obviously, I cannot wait to be done with this purging {for now} and live more simply.

"Do not store up for yourselves wealth here on earth, where moths and rust destroy, and burglars break in and steal. Instead, store up for yourselves wealth in heaven, where neither moth nor rust destroys, and burglars do not break in or steal." {Matthew 6:19-20, Complete Jewish Bible}

Not sure what to do? Check out past Thursday Threesome posts.

the befores : home purge & cleaning day 1

2009-06-09T11:53:00.007-04:00

So, my dear Twitter buddy, @HSBSuzanne, a.k.a. the wonderful blogmistress here, encouraged me to post my before pictures of my house. So, blame her if you pass out because of the mess ;) But, no really, let's be honest here. I admit it, my house suffers from a messy disorder (ok, a mess housekeeper *me* disorder). I don't want to live this way anymore, and I do not want my children following after my example on this. {See their rooms, and you will see in which direction we are heading if I don't solve this} They do follow my example, obviously, but I need to be a better model for them. And, since I intend to homeschool next year, there is no better time than this!

So, I implore anyone who also has this problem to join me in this mission. It will go on for as long as it takes, with pictures all along the way. And, maybe if I feel so inspired, some words will accompany the pictures {if not my own, then articles from some wonderful women far more organized than I am}. If anyone would like to submit pictures, articles, encouragement, questions, whatever, please do. I can use all the help I can get. And I double I'm alone :) So, without further ado, the pictures {I suggest sitting down}:

kitchen
(*though it isn't quite this messy anymore, but it quickly goes back to this state)

living room

big peoples' bedroom
big peeps bathroom
closet
boys' playroom
boys' bedroom

If you have made it to the bottom of this post, God bless you for hanging in there. Come back often this week to check out my progress!

good old fashioned twitter birds

2009-06-07T18:16:00.005-04:00

Working on a "Twitterholic" button. Since the power went out, we had to make do with good ol' paper and pen (well, and legos). I'm making them into buttons. See below pics for code.

Lookie:
Get this!

Get this!

works of God weekend--faith edition

2009-06-06T00:55:00.005-04:00

I am so floored by God's blessings lately--not that He doesn't always bless me beyond belief, but so rarely do I notice it as much.

There has been a long stretch here where I have definitely been walking by faith. Things have been tough as hubby has been jobless, obviously money was tight, my relationship with my parents and my husband were strained. I could not see beyond my "situation" at times. But God always sweetly nudged me back to Him, praise Him! Even if I forget, and I get dragged away (or pull myself away, whatever the case may be), or I become distracted by all the worldly issues-- He is always there. He is always watching. And He is always faithful.

So, yes, I have plenty of things for which to praise Him today:

Father, Abba, I praise You! You are so faithful, so strong, so unchanging. You keep promises even if I break them. You hold me up when I cannot stand. You remain constant in an ever-changing world and my ever-changing mind. Praise You, Lord! How sweet is Your Love. How disarming is Your mercy. How great Your sacrifice. And only through this sacrifice, through Your Son, Jesus Christ, am I able to receive this grace. May Your light shine through me. In Your Son's name, the ONLY hope for a lost and dying world, I pray~

-John's job opportunity
-getting us through financially
-my children getting through school successfully this year
-the wonderful mother You gave me, and getting to celebrate her birthday in a really special way this year
-my wonderful husband, my constant in this storm
-my friends (online and off) who have unending support and love for me
-allowing me to create and all the blessings that come as a result
-the laughs I've shared lately

Lord, You are so amazing! How I praise Your Name!!!

one more time: thursday threesome

2009-06-04T09:19:00.003-04:00

Not sure what to do? Check out past Thursday Threesome posts.

more by matthew west -then sings my soul saturday

2009-05-30T08:35:00.011-04:00

"Look at the birds of the air, that they do not sow, nor reap nor gather into barns, and yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not worth much more than they?" -Jesus {Matthew 6:26}

My soul is definitely singing today... JOHN GOT A JOB!

And, I'm sharing Cortnee's words with you today because she just says it all so well! Our Sustainer is definitely the middle of our desert!! Thank you, Cortnee for sharing your heart in a way that so deeply touched mine :)

THANK YOU, LORD-- THANK YOU THAT YOU LOVE ME AND THAT YOUR LOVE IS SO PURE AND UNCHANGING! THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME WHEN I NEVER DESERVE IT! PRAISE YOU, LORD!

Lyrics | Matthew West lyrics - More lyrics

happy birthday, mom!

2009-05-29T07:20:00.005-04:00

Over the years and through the tears, you have been my mother.
It's been hard at times but I'll never wish for another.

You've picked me up and dusted me off whenever I've skinned my knee.
Today I realize that no one is luckier, why no one is luckier than me!

Thank you for the times you listened, the times you held my hand.
Thank you for spending the time trying to understand.

I've grown into the woman I am because of the woman you are.
At times I've wandered, but by God's grace, I haven't wandered far.

Many more years of learning from you, I cannot wait to see.
You'll always be my hero, and forever my mother you'll be.

Happy Birthday, Mom, I love you!

i have made a few things...

2009-05-28T12:41:00.002-04:00

I kind of vacillate between writing and crafting. I've been on a crafty kick lately-- and since I have quickly become frustrated with every crochet project I have attempted, I've spent a lot of time working on cards. Here's what I've created so far. The rest are at my photobucket album.

never give up: thursday threesome

2009-05-28T09:17:00.007-04:00

days five, six and seven of the 7 days in dresses challenge

2009-05-27T20:56:00.004-04:00

So, its been three days since I've posted my photos of the 7 Days in Dresses challenge. To be honest, it's been the same amount of time since I've taken a picture. So, much to my husband's amusement, I modeled all three outfits from my past 3 days tonight. I have some things to say about this challenge--it's really caused me to be purposeful about how I dress and reflective on how I "use" clothes for different reaons. More on that later...

Day 5: the dress is from Target (surprise surprise) and the sweater is from my mother's closet, and before that it hung on the racks at

Day 6: Today, there are two choices, lemme know which goes better, in your opinion: the brown shirt or the blue?
My hubby calls this the chiquita banana skirt and thinks when I wear it I should be cha-cha-ing. My mom gave me the skirt, the brown shirt is from my grandmother, and the blue shirt, well, Target again! Shoes, also Target. {I'm thinking I lack imagination...}

OR...
{please ignore the messy messy garage}

Day 7: This outfit, all Target {am I boring you as much as I'm boring myself?}

If you'd like to read more about modesty and this challenge, visit Feelin' Feminine for the details and some well-written, insightful resources.

Oh, and I've spent much of today working on these devotional cards. I would love it if you'd take a look and lemme know whatcha think.

butterflies! wfw

2009-05-27T09:03:00.003-04:00

sabbath psalm: ADONAI! Our Lord! How glorious is your name throughout the earth! SP&P

2009-05-24T01:29:00.014-04:00

Yesterday I witnessed an interesting display of man's ego, and that, combined with thinking about the present state of our precious country, led me to be reminded of "the Babylonian motto": "I am and there is none besides me." These words have been given such a name because they echo the mentality upon which Babylon stood, but sadly, this mindset is as abounding in our society, if not more, than it was in that day.

Self-centeredness is an affliction from which we all suffer, and it is only magnified by the culture in which we live. Money, status, power and popularity have all become idols to us. Intelligence, success, and property are revered far above modesty, humility and generosity. We can be easily and frequently deceived. Scripture offers a vivid description of this delusive perspective:

You did not consider these things or reflect on what might happen. Now then, listen, you wanton creature, lounging in your security and saying to yourself, "I am, and there is none besides me."...You have trusted in your wickedness and have said, "No one sees me." Your wisdom and knowledge mislead you when you say to yourself, "I am, and there is none besides me." Isaiah 47:7-8,10

When we choose ourselves, our selfish interests and our fragile, never satisfied egos over the glory and mercy and sovereignty of the only true I Am, we are setting ourselves up for a fast fall. CS Lewis says it this way, "There is one vice of which no man in the world is free, which every one in the world loathes when he sees it in someone else; and of which hardly any people, except Christians, ever imagine they are guilty of themselves...it was through Pride that the devil became the devil: Pride leads to every other vice: it is the complete anti-God state of mind." If we let pride consume us, the reality of Babylon's demise will approach all too quickly and I doubt we will escape the same fate. Said of Babylon in Zephaniah 2:15:

This is the carefree city that lived in safety. She said to herself, "I am, and there is none besides me." What a ruin she has become, a lair for wild beasts! All who pass by her scoff and shake their fists."

Lest this sound too much like an admonition and you are losing hope, I want you to remember that Daniel stood tall as a godly man in the godless background of Babylon through his unfailing obedience and prayer--and he was blessed greatly for it. I believe it is possible that we can stand out in the crowd, I believe that that is what we are called to do, and I believe God has given us plenty of examples, nay instructions, per the inspired writers of the Bible, on how to do just that.

By accepting Jesus' death on the cross as payment for our sins, however, we are to die to our egos not live for them. I love the Complete Jewish Bible explanation in Galatians 2:20:

When the Messiah was executed on the stake as a criminal, I was too; so that my proud ego no longer lives. But the Messiah lives in me, and the life I now live in my body I live by the same trusting faithfulness that the Son of God had, who loved me and gave himself up for me.

WOW! The same trusting faithfulness that the Son of God had. Not trust in our bank account, not trust in our position, our assets, our popularity--trust in the one true I Am. Trust that He can, He will and He does. Everything else is fleeting, and we certainly won't take it with us past the grave.

There is only One who is the I Am, and do not mistake: He lets us know. {Isaiah 45:6} And our man-made deities pale in comparison to blessings He bestows

Psalm 8

1ADONAI! Our Lord! How glorious is your name throughout the Earth! The fame of your majesty spreads even above the heavens! 2From the mouths of babies and infants at the breast you established strength because of your foes, in order that you may silence the enemy and the avenger. 3When I look at your heavens, the work of your fingers, the moon and stars that you set in place- 4what are mere mortals, that you concern yourself with them; humans that you watch over them with such care? 5You made him but little lower than the angels, you crowned him with glory and honor, 6you had him rule what your hands made, you put everything under his feet- 7sheep and oxen, all of them, also the animals of the wilds, 8the birds in the air, the fish in the sea, whatever passes through the paths of the seas. 9ADONAI! Our Lord! How glorious is your name throughout the earth!

day four of the 7 days in dresses challenge: a question

2009-05-23T23:02:00.003-04:00

I have a question. And I am very much looking forward to your opinions.

Question is: Are these shoes immodest?

I talked with hubby, and he said he felt completely comfortable with me wearing this out, so I feel comfortable wearing it, but I'd like to know your opinions. Do the shoes draw too much attention to the legs or are they just cute {or both}? Do tell!!

At first I thought I would just change the shoes "to be safe", and then I realized it would probably be far more beneficial to discuss this. We all have our own interpretation of what is modest, in what fashion we feel comfortable presenting ourselves and that we feel comfortable in. However, it is often extremely helpful to receive an outside opinion to better know how you are being perceived.

That being said, I'm offering myself up as a guinea pig. Below is a flats option.

Okay, so, the outfit is mostly Target again. I have definitely learned how much I support Target- makes me think...

Note: *I had my hair in a cute bun of which I had hubby take pics. None came out, he fell asleep and I took out my bun, so I'll try that again tomorrow ;)

If you'd like to read more about modesty and this challenge, visit Feelin' Feminine for the details and some well-written, insightful resources.

day three of the 7 days in dresses challenge

2009-05-22T19:22:00.002-04:00

The outfit is 100% Target. So, I'm a walking Target advertisement, what of it?? I'm not convinced horizontal stripes are the best {on me}, but I was feeling slightly uninspired today ;) So, that explains my poor excuse for a hairdo, the obligatory long-hair "knot".

I definitely have to say that I have enjoyed wearing skirts these past days. I feel more feminine, and hubby is enjoying it too :) And, he gets to be my photographer! Fun.

I also wanted to add heels here to show what I believe to be modest heels. No toes {though I don't think toes showing is immodest, per say, I am a beach girl- flipflops are a staple in my wardrobe} But these are not too high, not too flashy (to draw attention to the legs), and, well, they match. What else can I say?? I would like to know your opinion on their modesty level, however, because honestly I haven't shopped specifically looking for modest shoes before. So, any opinions are appreciated!

made a calendar for june to match my twitter page

2009-05-22T11:37:00.007-04:00

I finally did something about my generic twitter page. I added a bio {well, I guess that would help, huh?} and created a design to go on it. I am pretty happy with it. Look here and tell me what you think {please...} I really liked the graphics, and I already had them open on paint, so I thought I would make a calendar. I needed a cute one for June. So, here it is, feel free to copy it or download it if you wish. And I'd love your opinions! Is it too jumbled with the dates?

Combobulated June Calendar

Publish at Scribd or explore others: Illustrations & Maps calendar 2009

day two of the 7 days in dresses challenge

2009-05-21T18:09:00.002-04:00

Today is day three of Feelin' Feminine's "7 Days in a Dress"! Okay, well, its actually Day 3, but I'm slow. A day late and a dollar short, that's my motto. {as is, "liberally conservative and rationally insane" as I so wisely ;) tweeted yesterday--apparently I am not using the wonderful insight gained from my humbling experience}

When I woke up with a headache and horrible backache this morning, I was not wanting to put on a skirt. And, truth be told, I didn't get dressed out of my pjs until 1 pm, when I had to leave the house. But, I'm actually glad I put one on (and hubby is too- he says he likes this challenge;).

So, all is well. And, I was blessed to get my second sale at etsy. My headache is gone, and my back is tolerable. The rain is back, but I don't think for long. I am praising God for all the blessings I'm seeing in my life {and all the ones I don't}. I am blessed to have such supportive bloggy/tweety friends as well. It just fills my heart. I had food to put on the table, Christian got a 5 out of 5 on both parts of the FCAT, Keegan had a wonderful day {definitely a blessing considering yesterday's tantrums}, and I have had fun being crafty all day. Yes, indeed, all is well.

Oh yeah, and the outfit: well, the shoes, bracelet and skirt are Goodwill finds (yay! for thrift store shopping). I'm sure I spent under $10 for all of them together {at different times-- it's always good to check thrift stores routinely as stock comes and goes quickly}. The top shirt is one of 3 I bought from Target awhile back, but without an undershirt there is too much {or too little?} neck. I've always disliked that, so I just stick something underneath. Today that happened to be a brown shirt I inherited from my grandmother just recently. Luckily she happens to be one of the most fashionable people I know-- isn't that a trip?? So, there ya have it. Oh, and to create a different hairstyle I put my hair up in a clip--tomorrow I promise to be more creative! :)

If you'd like to join it, its not too late. It started Monday, but you can be a late joiner like me:) First go to The Faithful Fashionista and read all about Kristin's challenge. Then visit Feelin' Feminine for the details and to add yourself to the Linky.

day one of the 7 days in dresses challenge

2009-05-20T17:12:00.005-04:00

I've been thinking about modesty a lot lately, so this challenge could not have come at a more appropriate time. It is not as if I was putting it all out there before, but I have never really be one that embraced my femininity well. I've always been a bit of a tomboy (nothing wrong with that), so very rarely do I wear skirts unless I am getting dressed up for something. I do love to dress up, don't get me wrong, but I think I can find a balance. And there are definitely things in my closet that aren't flattering or don't give the image I am looking to portray. So, that being said, on to the challenge.

The challenge is this: to wear dresses or skirts every day for 7 days (okay, wear A skirt every day- more than one might be too many;) Luckily (is it?) I hoard clothes like I do everything else, so I have plenty of skirts (and yay! mostly modest) to choose from. It will give me a reason to put them on.

Now also included in this challenge is 7 days of different hairstyles. This should be hard for me. I have 4 ways I do my hair: down and straightened, down and airdryed (yes they look totally different), up in a bun or ponytail, or up in some weird knot creation that comes from shoving my unbrushed hair in a ponytail holder as quickly as possible. So, this week will be a stretch.

If you'd like to join it, its not too late. It started Monday, but you can be a late joiner like me:) First go to The Faithful Fashionista and read all about Kristin's challenge. Then visit Feelin' Feminine for the details and to add yourself to the Linky.

Another great site with articles on Christian modesty is A Pondering Heart. Here are just some of the articles I really enjoyed:
Modest Make-up Part 1 & Part 2
Inward Modesty Will Show Outwardly

Definitely check out the above links-- there is a wealth of information stored there.

2 Corinthians 3:17- WFW

2009-05-20T10:37:00.003-04:00

i listed my first things on etsy!!!

2009-05-19T15:38:00.001-04:00

I just listed my first items at Etsy. Please please please come see :) I'd love any feedback.

Oliveshoot@Etsy

where have i been?

2009-05-16T14:41:00.002-04:00

I haven't posted in awhile. Not sure you've noticed {except maybe you, critty joy, and that is why I love you :)} If you have noticed, you might be wondering where I've been. So I thought I'd update you on what exactly I've been up to these past few days.

1. Well, I've been prolifically (thank the Lord) crafting. I'm sure you wanna see, dontcha?? Visit Olive Shoot Makes Stuff-- that's where you'll find my latest creations. I would love some feedback if you'd like to visit. This past week it's been all about cardmaking-- finally using up some of the supplies I've been hoarding for quite some time now.

2. I've been getting the coupons ready to ship to shydub, the winner of my first giveaway. I promise, unlike with paperbackswap, to ship items won in giveaways promptly and not to allow them to get dinged and dented in the trunk of my car {for too long ;)}

3. Twitter. Mainly this whole ordeal is Twitter's fault. It is addictive- perhaps by the first tweet. I've discovered some great writers, artists, and not surprisingly pr experts (or so they say ;)-- it's fascinating to see the wealth of information on social network-- I could be busy for days!! So, I shamelessly tweet all the time, what of it??? Well, I do. And sometimes I'm funny. Follow me, @oliveshoot. I dare ya ;)

So.... those are my excuses, as well as the fact that it is the boys' last 2 weeks of school. And those weeks, I think, are the busiest of the whole year. So, I've been very busy with that {really I have, I haven't been tweeting ;)} Hopefully I'll be able to comfortably fit blogging and tweeting into my packed {totally, not} summer break.

And, if I haven't told you yet {I need to} how much I appreciate you reading and commenting on my blog--- I really really do!! I am so blessed to be able to share what I have to say {not sure how blessed ya'll are for hearing it}. I'm pretty sure I'd keep talking if no one was actually listening, but having the feedback and fellowship are priceless. So, thank you. Very much.

and the winner is. . .

2009-05-14T12:26:00.004-04:00

Congratulations, shydub!

You are the winner of {My First Giveaway} at Like A Merchant Ship!!

twitter rule #1: choose your words wisely.

2009-05-13T00:17:00.005-04:00

Twitter Rule #1 Choose your words wisely.

a.k.a. Lessons Leslie Learned By Living
a.k.a. I am humbled.

"So Job opens his mouth with empty talk; without knowledge he multiplies words." {Job 35:16}

I was greatly humbled by a note I received yesterday from a dear new bloggy friend, a beautiful sister in Christ, and someone whom I deeply respect and admire for her integrity and pursuit of the Lord. It got me to thinking:

What am I actually doing here?
How are my moments being filled?
When I lay my head down at night, am I able to drift peacefully and securely off to sleep or is my mind riddled with confessions of guilt, regrets and overall fogginess?
How honest am I being with myself and with others?
Am I seeking to serve the Lord's kingdom or my own? Or, more accurately, which of the two am I actually serving RIGHT NOW?
Now. Presently. At this very second, and the ones that just passed and are coming up.

It is always a choice, and I always pick sides. When the answers to the aforementioned questions send me into a panic, I have a choice to make. And when I take the time to think I always know on Whose side I want to be.

Yuto Miyazawa playing Ozzy's "Crazy Train"

2009-05-12T11:29:00.005-04:00

I just love this so much! :)

Yuto Miyazawa playing Ozzy's "Crazy Train" from yesterday's Ellen.

are you a twitterer??

2009-05-10T01:22:00.017-04:00

Yes, tweeple, I'm talking to you.

If you know me--which I doubt you do ;)--you'd know a few things about me. 1. I overuse parentheses and winky faces (only winky faces on the web, not in real life--OKAY, THAT'S A LIE), 2. I cringe at any instance of poor grammar or misspelled words (or improperly used ones), and 3. I pretend to be internet savvy, hip with all this lingo, down with the latest apps, enjoying a clip from a new vlog, and a twitter genius.

None of this is true. I'm lucky to have my husband because sometimes my computer just spazzes and I start to get anxiety; and he'd tell you I've acquired more viruses than an unvaccinated Amazon-goer--and can infect myself quicker. Time for a winky ;) Or is it??

Oh, and I love FONTS, any fonts, and I wish I could move into Hobby Lobby and spend weekends at Michaels, and I am an avid reader, and I have a delusional perception of my own wittiness. . .

But I digress. This was supposed to be about Twitter. That elephant in the room, that either you have figured out and haven't passed along the knowledge (thanks a lot!--a winky should definitely go here), you pretend you have no interest in, er, time for, er, you are far to cool to use twitter, OR you are like me and you won't give up until you figure it out (because sadly you do have an unnatural interest in, steal time for and are just not that cool.)

If you are like me, you can put your hand down. Casually look around and make sure no one saw that ridiculous display of sorry comradery (if they did, that's okay, tell 'em you were stretching), and read on. . .

I have discovered Mashable, and the oodles of, (yes, I know there is a thesaurus on the web and offline, but I stand by my use of 'oodles') twitter-friendly articles contained within it. Some of my favorites??

Sarah Evans has penned an article, "How to Build Community on Twitter" as well as one on how not to, and one on how to find a job on Twitter. (I haven't looked at that one yet, but I should.)
Cameron Chapman offers a list of the 100+ best authors on Twitter. I really enjoyed looking through his pics, including Chuck Pallahniuk, THE Paulo Coelho (I'm still shocked. . .he tweets?) and my favorite (living) Stand By Me boy, Wil Wheaton.
Elliot Kosmicki provides some great tips on etiquette and how not to be a followholic.

I promise you won't leave the site being any more Twitterly ignorant as you are now. TWIGNORANT. I'm going to "tweet" that right now. (Really, is it time for another winky already?? I think I'll just stop. I'm sure you can decode my sarcasm) Oh yeah, the tools. Here are the tools I thought were most helpful and I strongly suggest them if you are twignorant like me:
(I'm too tired to get the links for ya, but here's Google's link, I'm sure you can find them. Copy and paste, baby. Copy and paste. I'll add 'em when I can, k?

Twitter Karma --your first step, see who you follow and who follows you, compare the two
Tweepler --organize your tweeps **I love this one :)
Twitoria --see how many people you are following actually use twitter enough to warrant a following TweetWheel --see which of your followers know eachother
TwitterLocal -- find users by specific location **NOTE: requires a download
Mr. Tweet
Grader -- Check out your grade. Wanna see mine? Well, fine, here
TwitSnip-- from their site: "TwitSnip is a simple tool for easily posting to Twitter. It lets you "quote" text on any web page. It does nifty things like looking up the @user for the website and linking back to the source. It shortens the URL too. It even tries to shorten the length of the tweet (when needed) using a twitabulary of short words. Try it, we think you might like it. "
TweetIt-- button maker, make any tweet you want a button, brilliant! Or... use mine :)

reads, "Need help using Twitter or. . .a swift kick in the butt? Opt for the first--http://oliveshoot.blogpot.com"
or...

my cleverest yet :) "I just figured out how to immortalize my wittiest tweets with TwitterIt http://twitter.grader.com/index.php http://oliveshoot.blogspot.com You can too!"
or...
that one says, "Oliveshoot is the cat's meow!" Oh puh-leeze-- Go ahead, RT that one, you get a gold star.

Twellow --Twitter yellow pages
Tweetscan

And, in case you need more. . .
1000+Inspirational Niche Twitterers You Should Already Be Following
Top 10 Worst Twitter Tips
25 Tools for getting more out of Twitter --has more apps I need to add to my list :)

i finished my octopus!!!

2009-05-09T20:40:00.000-04:00

I finished my octopus.
GO SEE, why dontcha??

In HIM~

i wanna take a vacation to her isle: caffeinated randomness

2009-05-08T12:55:00.006-04:00

I am appalled that this was hanging on the wall of my son's school bus. I'm perhaps more appalled that I was the only one who noticed.

My First Giveaway!!!

2009-05-07T19:52:00.006-04:00

Guess what??

I'm having my. . .

I'm offering 350+ coupons, Glade Sense&Spray and Lasting Impressions units, and this awesome retro tin lunchbox thingie:

I would love it if you entered.
You can enter at Like A Merchant Ship.

made from scratch: thursday threesome

2009-05-07T09:36:00.011-04:00

MADE-- When I consider a product, I wonder 2 things: Who made it, and why was it made? Often just by reading the "Made in..." label, I can tell the quality of an item. And, why was it made is possibly just as important (maybe more so, in the case of a present, perhaps, or definitely regarding why we were made.)

So, why was I made? Well, after getting to know the Lord, I'm convinced I know the answer. And I think Toby Mac says it quite well in his song, "Made to Love":

Toby Mac Lyrics

So. . .WHY WAS I MADE?? To quote TobyMac:

"I was made to love You. I was made to find You. I was was made just for You, made to adore You. I was made to love and be loved by You."

FROM--

SCRATCH--

**I'll be back to do mine after I finish my Daniel study for today. If you need some examples, look here for past Thursday Threesomes.**

it is not by strength: wfw

2009-05-06T09:55:00.004-04:00

Oh, I just love Word-filled Wednesdays. It's been 2 weeks since I participated, and I am overjoyed to be back!

**Join in the WFW fun at The 160 Acre Woods**

brief family update

2009-05-05T01:34:00.001-04:00

I think Christian is a Lego genius. Don't believe me?? See his blog.

And, as for the other two (Keegan and Dalton), well, they're goood:

The doctors still have no idea what's wrong with my dad's liver, so I'm still praying... Will ya join me?

FREE crochet patterns

2009-05-04T13:27:00.002-04:00

I got my Lion Brand catalog today-- check out all the FREE crochet patterns I blogged about. Visit my crafting blog: Olive Shoot Makes Stuff for pictures and pattern links.

traveling mercies: inspire blog trilogy 1

2009-05-03T00:04:00.000-04:00

Along the line of my INSPIRE series (a series I just made up tonight--I'm so creative ;), here is something I found on the funniest website, Stuff Christians Like, about "traveling mercies". Hope it gives you a giggle.

And, please check out my other 2 blogs for a themed continuation of this INSPIRE: Travel edition: Like a Merchant Ship and Olive Shoot Makes Stuff.

Stuff Christians Like #194
Traveling Mercies

The first time my brother prayed for "traveling mercies" I thought he was praying for a band. Honestly, it sounds like a side project Dave Matthews and that insanely muscular violin player are involved in. "Tonight, opening up for Widespread Panic, it's the Traveling Mercies!"

Apparently though, traveling mercies are not a hemp-loving band but rather a prayer request to have a good trip. A safe trip, a happy trip, a fun trip etc. But what exactly are traveling mercies? Have you ever stopped to think about what we're asking God for? I did and came up with a short list of what I think traveling mercies are when you're on a road trip:

1. That you will hear Tom Cochrane's song, "Life is a Highway" at least once.
2. That you and your father-in law will not get kicked off the New Jersey turnpike because your moving van weighs too much.
3. That you will not bust capillaries in your eyeballs from drinking too many Diet Rockstars or other energy drinks.
4. That you will employ ninja-like focus in not having to use the bathroom at a gas station.
5. That if your ninja-like focus breaks down you will employ a hover move so that you don't touch any surface (the floor, the door handle, the toilet etc) within the gas station bathroom.
6. That your friend Carsten will not throw up in the car when you drive passed a paper mill.
7. That you will not throw your flat tire with rim still attached over the siderail in the mountains of North Carolina because you are dumb and in college and named Jon Acuff.
8. That none of your friends will tell you stories that start off with, "let me tell you about this weird dream I had last night..."
9. That you will honor the "eat at least one piece of beef jerky while on a road trip" rule. Unless your vegan.
10. That you will not be wooed by siren gas stations that appear close to the highway but upon getting off to get gas turn out to be 19 miles away.

what if cartoons got saved: -then sings my soul saturday

2009-05-02T16:52:00.004-04:00

This has always been my boys' FAVORITE worship song!! It's pretty easy to see why, just listen. :)

I do have to argue that Beavis and Butthead could be saved. Don't you agree?? I've seen God do greater things before.

traveling mercies (inspire, travel ed.)

2009-05-01T22:52:00.006-04:00

Stuff Christians Like #194
Traveling Mercies

ready, aim, fire! thursday threesome #4

2009-04-30T18:35:00.003-04:00

a three-word phrase divided into thirds and then expounded upon. . .

Join me. Today's phrase is:
READY, AIM, FIRE!!!

This is the first meme I have actually hosted. I would love for you to join me! And please make sure to add your link to the Mr. Linky box below. If you add your link, please leave a comment.

READY-- Thinking about being ready caused a brief episode of hysterical laughing--that is, thinking about the times things have happened for which I have actually been ready. I'm not sure I have a single one. Call me a product of default. I am trying now to live my life purposefully, choosing my actions carefully and praying for good results, but this is definitely a new pursuit. In the past, my actions have warranted certain results, but I wouldn't say that I planned for (or even expected) the results. And, as a sidenote (perhaps THE sidenote), luckily for me God is always ready. God always has a plan, and I often see it as my life unfolds and is made up of all the decisions I did (or did not) make.

All three of my boys, (yes all three as well as Baby #2 that went to be with the Lord before being born) were not planned, and I definitely wasn't ready, especially with Christian, my oldest. At 17, I'm not sure I was ready for much. But, now at 27, I have learned SO much, and I know the Lord was with me the whole time :)

AIM--Sadly ;) the first thing that comes to mind is living with 4 boys, three who frequent the toilet, and THREE who have very very poor aim. I can't figure it out-- I have been recently potty training Dalton (3) by using goldfish in the bowl for targets. He can manage to aim (and strike) said targets, all with his three-year-old face. Why then, when I use the bathroom after hubby do I have to wipe the seat?? Doesn't practice make perfect?

FIRE-- I have a new view of fire after reading Scripture. I can find a few fascinating instances of God using the power of fire.

1. Moses- God appeared to Moses in a "flaming bush":

There the angel of the LORD appeared to him in flames of fire from within a bush. Moses saw that though the bush was on fire it did not burn up. {Exodus 3:2}

which makes me curious about other times things where on fire but were not burned up (I just LOVE how God controls everything, don't you??) It occurred with Daniel's friends when they were thrown in the fire by Nebuchadnezzar when they boldly refused to bow to anyone other than the One True God:

DANIEL 3- The Image of Gold and the Fiery Furnace
¹ King Nebuchadnezzar made an image of gold, ninety feet high and nine feet wide, and set it up on the plain of Dura in the province of Babylon. ² He then summoned the satraps, prefects, governors, advisers, treasurers, judges, magistrates and all the other provincial officials to come to the dedication of the image he had set up. ³ So the satraps, prefects, governors, advisers, treasurers, judges, magistrates and all the other provincial officials assembled for the dedication of the image that King Nebuchadnezzar had set up, and they stood before it.
⁴ Then the herald loudly proclaimed, "This is what you are commanded to do, O peoples, nations and men of every language: ⁵ As soon as you hear the sound of the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp, pipes and all kinds of music, you must fall down and worship the image of gold that King Nebuchadnezzar has set up. ⁶ Whoever does not fall down and worship will immediately be thrown into a blazing furnace."
⁷ Therefore, as soon as they heard the sound of the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp and all kinds of music, all the peoples, nations and men of every language fell down and worshiped the image of gold that King Nebuchadnezzar had set up.
⁸ At this time some astrologers came forward and denounced the Jews. ⁹ They said to King Nebuchadnezzar, "O king, live forever! ¹⁰ You have issued a decree, O king, that everyone who hears the sound of the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp, pipes and all kinds of music must fall down and worship the image of gold, ¹¹ and that whoever does not fall down and worship will be thrown into a blazing furnace. ¹² But there are some Jews whom you have set over the affairs of the province of Babylon—Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego—who pay no attention to you, O king. They neither serve your gods nor worship the image of gold you have set up."
¹³ Furious with rage, Nebuchadnezzar summoned Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego. So these men were brought before the king, ¹⁴ and Nebuchadnezzar said to them, "Is it true, Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, that you do not serve my gods or worship the image of gold I have set up? ¹⁵ Now when you hear the sound of the horn, flute, zither, lyre, harp, pipes and all kinds of music, if you are ready to fall down and worship the image I made, very good. But if you do not worship it, you will be thrown immediately into a blazing furnace. Then what god will be able to rescue you from my hand?"
¹⁶ Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego replied to the king, "O Nebuchadnezzar, we do not need to defend ourselves before you in this matter. ¹⁷ If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. ¹⁸ But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up."
¹⁹ Then Nebuchadnezzar was furious with Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, and his attitude toward them changed. He ordered the furnace heated seven times hotter than usual ²⁰ and commanded some of the strongest soldiers in his army to tie up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego and throw them into the blazing furnace. ²¹ So these men, wearing their robes, trousers, turbans and other clothes, were bound and thrown into the blazing furnace. ²² The king's command was so urgent and the furnace so hot that the flames of the fire killed the soldiers who took up Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, ²³ and these three men, firmly tied, fell into the blazing furnace.
²⁴ Then King Nebuchadnezzar leaped to his feet in amazement and asked his advisers, "Weren't there three men that we tied up and threw into the fire?"
They replied, "Certainly, O king."
²⁵ He said, "Look! I see four men walking around in the fire, unbound and unharmed, and the fourth looks like a son of the gods."
²⁶ Nebuchadnezzar then approached the opening of the blazing furnace and shouted, "Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, servants of the Most High God, come out! Come here!" So Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego came out of the fire, ²⁷ and the satraps, prefects, governors and royal advisers crowded around them. They saw that the fire had not harmed their bodies, nor was a hair of their heads singed; their robes were not scorched, and there was no smell of fire on them.
²⁸ Then Nebuchadnezzar said, "Praise be to the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego, who has sent his angel and rescued his servants! They trusted in him and defied the king's command and were willing to give up their lives rather than serve or worship any god except their own God. ²⁹ Therefore I decree that the people of any nation or language who say anything against the God of Shadrach, Meshach and Abednego be cut into pieces and their houses be turned into piles of rubble, for no other god can save in this way."

Oh, how I love verse 17 and 18, the courage of these men, and their faith!

^"If we are thrown into the blazing furnace, the God we serve is able to save us from it, and he will rescue us from your hand, O king. But even if he does not, we want you to know, O king, that we will not serve your gods or worship the image of gold you have set up."

And, a funny sidenote, brought to my attention by Beth Moore-- isn't it quite curious that Nebuchadnezzar clearly saw (and declared) there were FOUR men in the fire, yet when it was time to call them forth, he only called for THREE. I'm sure Neb. was thinking, "Okay, you three, come to me, but you fourth guy, you can just stay right over there" ;)--coward, don't ya think??

this is far too much fun

2009-04-27T14:47:00.006-04:00

I've spent Monday Making things (like my alliteration?)

Well, okay, I've only worked on ONE of the items pictured today-- the round. I finally figured it out! Aren't you proud of me?? (Frankly, it doesn't matter- I am proud of me :)

And the other two I made over the weekend--so far the only thing I can make is bowl-like (but not completely since they are not round) creations. We'll see if the round turns into the octopus I'm attempting (while following a pattern-- another new one for me) That's all for now, folks. I fear my prolific writing days may have come to an end (or, more likely, a temporary pause).

In HIM~

how to tick people off

2009-04-23T16:06:00.004-04:00

A few excuses as to why I have not blogged lately: Dalton has an ear infection, I'm broke, I have writer's block, I've been busy. . . {sorry 'bout that}
In lieu of an original post, allow me to share something I found today on Art Lung (dot) com. It had me laughing, hopefully it will have the same effect on you.

HOW TO TICK PEOPLE OFF

Leave the copy machine set to reduce 200%, extra dark, 17 inch paper, 99 copies.
In the memo field of all your checks, write "for sexual favors."
Specify that your drive-through order is "TO-GO."
If you have a glass eye, tap on it occasionally with your pen while talking to others.
Stomp on little plastic ketchup packets.
Insist on keeping your car windshield wipers running in all weather conditions "to keep them tuned up."
Reply to everything someone says with "that's what you think."
Practice making fax and modem noises.
Highlight irrelevant information in scientific papers and "cc" them to your boss.
Make beeping noises when a large person backs up.
Finish all your sentences with the words "in accordance with prophesy."
Signal that a conversation is over by clamping your hands over your ears and grimacing.
Disassemble your pen and "accidentally" flip the ink cartridge across the room.
Holler random numbers while someone is counting.
Adjust the tint on your TV so that all the people are green, and insist to others that you "like it that way."
Staple pages in the middle of the page.
Publicly investigate just how slowly you can make a croaking noise.
Honk and wave to strangers.
Decline to be seated at a restaurant, and simply eat their complimentary mints at the cash register.
TYPE IN UPPERCASE.
type only in lowercase.
dont use any punctuation either
Buy a large quantity of orange traffic cones and reroute whole streets.
Repeat the following conversation a dozen times.
"DO YOU HEAR THAT?"
"What?"
"Never mind, it's gone now."
As much as possible, skip rather than walk.
Try playing the William Tell Overture by tapping on the bottom of your chin. When nearly done, announce "No, wait, I messed it up," and repeat.
Ask people what gender they are.
While making presentations, occasionally bob your head like a parakeet.
Sit in your front yard pointing a hair dryer at passing cars to see if they slow down.
Sing along at the opera.
Go to a poetry recital and ask why each poem doesn't rhyme.
Ask your co-workers mysterious questions and then scribble their answers in a notebook. Mutter something about "psychological profiles."

i made some stuff

2009-04-21T16:19:00.002-04:00

I made some stuff. SEE.

and if you are frankly to lazy to go see, here:

been a' felting

2009-04-19T23:23:00.002-04:00

Been playing around with my wool, breaking needles (8 total --including 3 that Christian broke making his monster:), and feeling quite crafty. I've scoured Etsy for all the inspiration I can find, and watched many youtube videos on wet felting. I haven't mastered that yet, but here are some random things I needle felted:

right turn only: thursday threesome

2009-04-16T18:03:00.006-04:00

a three-word phrase divided into thirds and then expounded upon. . .

Join me. Today's phrase is:

RIGHT TURN ONLY

**I know I've did this one previously, but you didn't :), so join me, will ya?**

This is the first meme I have actually hosted. I would love for you to join me! And please make sure to add your link to the Mr. Linky box below. If you add your link, please leave a comment.

RIGHT TURN ONLY:
I originally set out to write this post in the same manner as the last, with each word pulled apart and veering from the original meaning of the phrase. As soon as I began studying God's Word and jotting down my ideas, however, I could not ignore how loudly the Holy Spirit was telling me something else to share. Let me share it with you. . .

"Martha, Martha," the Lord answered, "you are worried and upset about many things, but only one thing is needed." {Luke 10:41}

Does this sound like you? What "many things" are on your mind? I love how the New Revised Standard Version translates this verse, "You are worried and distracted by many things..." Many things like bills and appointments and children and jobs and blogging and cooking and cleaning and that coworker who never smiles at you and what you are going to bring to so-and-so's shower, and what will she say when she hears this? I don't think I need to elaborate any more. My point is there are countless worldly issues with which we can distract ourselves, but when we focus on them we are only wasting time. The truth is but only one thing is needed.

Okay, you say, what was Jesus talking about? What is that one thing? Can I suggest that the answer is on the above sign??? Are ya following me?

Let's simplify this question down into two categories, the right one thing and the wrong one thing.

The Wrong ONE THING

You have trusted in your wickedness and have said, "No one sees me." Your wisdom and knowledge mislead you when you say to yourself, "I am, and there is none besides me." {Isaiah 47:10}

In other words, saying, "I am the only one." This is a horrible mindset to live in. If you don't believe me, just look at Job:

"If only you would hide me in the grave and conceal me till your anger has passed! If only you would set me a time and then remember me!" {Job 14:13}
"He feels but the pain of his own body and mourns only for himself." {Job 14:22}
"Only a few years will pass before I go on the journey of no return." {Job 16:22}
"If the only home I hope for is the grave, if I spread out my bed in darkness." {Job 17:13}
"I am nothing but skin and bones; I have escaped with only the skin of my teeth." {Job 19:20}
"If only I knew where to find him; if only I could go to his dwelling!" {Job 23:3}
"How much less man, who is but a maggot— a son of man, who is only a worm!" {Job 25:6}

The Right ONE THING

I'm just throwing this out there: God clearly tells us what this One is. There is truly only One, and I believe it's undeniable in Scripture.
Genesis 28:17--
"He was afraid and said, "How awesome is this place! This is none other than the house of God; this is the gate of heaven."
Exodus 20:3--
"You shall have no other gods before me."
Deuteronomy 4:39--
"Acknowledge and take to heart this day that the LORD is God in heaven above and on the earth below. There is no other."
1 Kings 8:60--
"So that all the peoples of the earth may know that the LORD is God and that there is no other."
Isaiah 44:8--
"Do not tremble, do not be afraid. Did I not proclaim this and foretell it long ago? You are my witnesses. Is there any God besides me? No, there is no other Rock; I know not one."
Isaiah 45:5--
I am the LORD, and there is no other; apart from me there is no God."
Isaiah 45:6--
"So that from the rising of the sun to the place of its setting men may know there is none besides me. I am the LORD, and there is no other."
Isaiah 45:18--
"He says: "I am the LORD, and there is no other."
Isaiah 45:22--
"Turn to me and be saved, all you ends of the earth; for I am God, and there is no other."
Isaiah 46:9--
"I am God, and there is no other; I am God, and there is none like me."
Daniel 3:29--
"For no other god can save in this way."
Joel 2:27--
"Then you will know that I am in Israel, that I am the LORD your God, and that there is no other."
Mark 12:32--
"Well said, teacher," the man replied. "You are right in saying that God is one and there is no other but him."
Deuteronomy 32:39--
"See now that I myself am He! There is no god besides me. I put to death and I bring to life, I have wounded and I will heal, and no one can deliver out of my hand."
Acts 4:12--
Salvation is found in no one else, for there is no other name under heaven given to men by which we must be saved."

Now, I'd like to propose something just as much for me as for you. Luke 16:13 tells us, "No servant can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other." Don't distractions, worries and anxieties rule over us when we allow them to? When we allow are self to believe there is more than one right thing we are not serving God. He is the only One. If you are right now in the fog of "many things", all you have to do is choose which turn to take.

"But Ruth replied, 'Don't urge me to leave you or to turn back from you. Where you go I will go, and where you stay I will stay. Your people will be my people and your God my God." {Ruth 1:16}

"Do not be afraid," Samuel replied. "You have done all this evil; yet do not turn away from the LORD, but serve the LORD with all your heart." {1 Samuel 12:20}
Ezekiel 33:11--
"Say to them, 'As surely as I live, declares the Sovereign LORD, I take no pleasure in the death of the wicked, but rather that they turn from their ways and live. Turn! Turn from your evil ways! Why will you die, O house of Israel?' "

And if you can't turn yourself, just ask the Lord to turn to you. (Or use David's beautiful words, as I did ;)

Psalm 6:4--
"Turn, O LORD, and deliver me; save me because of your unfailing love."
Psalm 31:2--
"Turn your ear to me, come quickly to my rescue; be my rock of refuge, a strong fortress to save me."
Psalm 69:16--
"Answer me, O LORD, out of the goodness of your love; in your great mercy turn to me."
Psalm 71:2--
"Rescue me and deliver me in your righteousness; turn your ear to me and save me."

So, which way do we go?? Well, read the sign:

happy happy day!

2009-04-16T14:47:00.004-04:00

Today is a good day. Want me to tell you why??

My roses are blooming :)

I bought myself some new felting needles--I can felt again! Ahh, and working with new needles. . .

I was very lucky about a year ago to find a mattress bag FULL of great yarns for $10 at Salvation Army. I got out some of my wool. I have so many ideas swirling in my head!!

I might be up all night tonight ;)

rock: wfw

2009-04-15T11:32:00.005-04:00

**Join in the WFW fun at The 160 Acre Woods**

marketing my skills

2009-04-14T12:07:00.014-04:00

John and I have been looking for some ways to make some much-needed money from home. John can always find someone who needs a new front axle, perhaps and oil change, or someone who wants their psp modded :) People know to come to him with car or electronic issues. He's that guy. Me?--well, I have always been a crafter, and I have more craft supplies than I know what to do with. From loose wool to fabric, clay, beads, papers, yarn, you name it. I'm a "collector". Some prefer to call it hoarding ;)

So, I finally opened up an Etsy store(well, more of a storefront right now) and I plan to start putting some things up there. Problem is, I have supplies, lots of supplies, and not a lot of finished projects. I wish I had been keeping a portfolio of sorts so I would have some things to show for examples of custom work. But I never thought I'd attempt to sell any of it. I go to Etsy and see such talented artists, and I don't have near that talent. But. . . what do I have to lose by trying?So. . .I better get crafting, huh? I'm itching to needle felt again! Off to Hobby Lobby tomorrow for some new needles.

I thought I would share some of the things I made---and had pictures of :)
Let me know what you think. Please tell me if I am only kidding myself and shouldn't waste my time. :) I'm just pondering things over in my head, trying to figure out the next step.

redbox codes and giveaway plans

2009-04-13T12:47:00.004-04:00

I put up some REDBOX codes on my frugal, giveaway loving home: Like A Merchant Ship. You can use them and get up to 5 movies FREE.

I thought I'd share, as I don't know how many of you know of my new "other blog" ;) (**hint hint--do you see the giveaways button on the top of my right sidebar?)

And, I am going to be creating my own giveaway, and I am so excitedly. It's humble, as I can only offer what I have, right? But it will be about 400 coupons, some good-smelly Airwick or Glade products, Thai Kitchen noodles and whatever else I can find.

And then stay tuned because later in the week I am going to have a giveaway with some of the products from my sorta online store, NurtureNature, and some other crafty things I have created. I'm excited, I have been wanting to do a giveaway since I first discovered them (what a long month it's been ;)

He is risen!!!!

2009-04-12T13:32:00.002-04:00

Easter egg hunting

2009-04-11T14:31:00.004-04:00

Easter

2009-04-11T02:47:00.003-04:00

john waller's "while i'm waiting"- then sings my soul saturday

2009-04-10T11:38:00.004-04:00

If you haven't seen Fireproof, you can catch some of it in this video. Great movie--for all couples!!

In HIM~

no meme?

2009-04-09T21:46:00.002-04:00

I whined and complained about no one participating in my meme, and here comes Thursday. What do I do? Not post a meme. Sorry! Today has been hectic, with both boys home from school. So, please join me next week, will ya??

success!!

2009-04-08T21:48:00.009-04:00

Last night:

Me--"Keegan, are you excited I'm going to the zoo with you and your class tomorrow?"

Keegan--"Mom, it's like Christmas! I can't sleep; I'm too excited!"

(can you see my heart melting?)

I went on a field trip to the zoo with Keegan's class-- my first field trip ever!! It was so refreshing as I have been almost mononucleosis sick the past few days (er, mono, like, I am tired, super tired) I woke at my treasured (but rarely realized these days) 5:15 am, dragged myself out of bed into the shower. Luckily I got that step out of the way because ten minutes later I was asleep again on the couch (with an alarm clock and a 15 minute rest time). Fast forward 4 hours (and 3 naps), and I am driving to the zoo, more excited and energized than I've been in awhile. And the field trip. . .

It. . .was. . .fun! I had a blast!! I walked around with Mrs. Villena, the only parent I've gotten to know (due to the friendship between her son, Lawin, and Keegan). We were in charge of 5 very energetic (but equally cute) little boys who kept us on our toes for the 45 minutes we had to frantically run around the zoo before lunch and the time at the Learning Center. Keegan was so well behaved and thrilled to have me there. It was just wonderful.

Aren't they cute??

And then. . .

I was getting Dalton ready for bed earlier, changing his diaper and putting pjs on. On a whim, I reminded him that he was in pullups because he needed to "pee-pee in the potty" like his big brothers, and then it hit me!. . . I used the tried and true trick my aunt taught me for getting little boys to be interested in the potty. . .FROOT LOOPS!! Yep, ask a little boy to aim his pee at a froot loop, and voila! instant success! ! !

So, much to my surprise, as I have been far to relaxed about when my littlest wants to grow up, he decided to potty train himself! Brilliant! So, wow, I know we have a long road, but if you could have only seen his face. He was so proud of himself for hitting that (oh, yeah, and I had goldfish, no froot loops, and a last minute substitution sufficied) goldfish! He tried two more times and obviously couldn't get anything out, but he just walked around like he was king of the world.

These are the priceless memories that make up
the best days of my life.

In Christ~

two to share: wfw #4

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2009-04-07T17:05:00.002-04:00

I've been working today on Blog #2. My need for organization is overriding my desire to cram everything I possibly can onto one page. So. . .

If you want to see the results of my giveaway, review, frugal-living, product obsession, please visit me at Like A Merchant Ship. For awhile, there will be an overlap as I try to decide how to section off my posts, but eventually I hope it will be a smooth transition.

I would love your opinions (either here or there) Even if you think this idea is absurd, please let me know. I always value your feedback.

In HIM~
Leslie Sarah

sunday SONday

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He is Risen.

The Hill of Crosses, Lithuania

wishing willow & tip junkie giveaway and site review

2009-04-04T21:04:00.009-04:00

I told you I planned to write a bit about Wishing Willow. I'd like to consider myself a woman of integrity ;), so here ya go.

I have to be honest and admit that I only discovered Wishing-Willow through giveaways, but by no means does that mean giveaways are the only draw to this site. Wishing-Willow is full of wonderful product reviews, and the companies that are chosen to be displayed speak to the great taste this blogmistress, a.k.a. Tara, has. Just look down the left column of her site, and see for yourself the great companies, it is like a collage of great creativity. And, Tara isn't missing her own unique eloquent style, as she manifests her dream, stated on her "About" page: "My goal in creating this blog is to provide for all of you a forum where products that are truly special can be featured, reviewed, and shared with a community that remembers what it was like to make wishes…and the magic of finding out that some wishes come true..."

She said it better than I could, and I have to emphatically agree that Tara is achieving her goals. And for special products and companies? There are plenty, and I would not hesitate to call any of them by that name. Let me share with you one of my favorites. Nanny Deprived is the first button you see, and if the buttons were placed in order of importance, I might just believe this one is in the right place. It's ingenious, if you ask me. But what if you weren't asking me. The uber-honest and creatively sarcastic Amanda is the webmistress behind this innovative blog and store bearing the same name. At Nanny Deprived (the store), you can find hilariously useful products like "Mommy Spit" and "Bad Ass Bootie Balm (er, diaper rash cream), and the chuckles will continue when you scroll on over to the blog. If you want to know how to be the best toddler you can be or you haven't yet been enlightened to the definition of "flabdominals" I suggest you hurry your little butt up and go visit Amanda.

And if you need any more convincing of the treasures that reside at Wishing Willow, how about a little inspiration? Just take a look at Tara poetry written on the right sidebar. Or check out some of her featured artists: naokos stoop, lineanongrata, Gumball Grenade Illustrations, and loveallaround and talented jewelry designers: The Baker's Wife, Jesse McCann, and Helene's Dreams (**please note** this is just a taste of her extensive list)

If you have made it all the way through this review, checking at least some of the links I shared, I'm sure I needn't say anything more. I'm sure you're hooked too! So, let me share with you another giveaway website that I have quickly come to love because, like Wishing Willow, it contains far more than links to good giveaways (though it does that very, very well...)

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I have to say I love Tip Junkie's giveaway format! I'm not surprised because I am already a die hard fan of her site. I mean, "Tip Junkie"--brilliant! What I so appreciated about the giveaways is that only one, only one offered extra entries, and it was only one for putting a button on your blog, thus reducing the obnoxiousness of fluffy, chit-chatty extra posts! Since I wrote the last post, I've been so turned off by my ability to be so greedy and indulgent that I feel so guilty if I enter with more than one comment. So, thank you, Tip Junkie, for solving this problem and relieving my burden ;) Another brownie point for Tip Junkie: not only are there like a bazillion (if bazillion is approximately equivalent to 20 or so) different giveaways, they are very varied (do you enjoy my alliteration?--sorry, too much Mountain Dew makes me a little punchy). There are prizes from blog makeovers to real makeup, car seats to cakes (oh my goodness, Gerber Mama, I'm coming to you next, that Clineff's Confections cake looks delish). Take a look at just some of the great giveaways going on now (did you notice Wishing Willow's Laila Rowe bag in the picture too? Yep, she's one of the listings):

Make sure you don't just visit Tip Junkie for the giveaways. If you do, you will miss out on all the other wonderful resources this blog has to offer. Some of the highlights: Top Tips, Submit a Tip (makes me wonder if I even have any ;), and my other favorite, Shop!

my Deliverer is coming

2009-04-04T17:43:00.005-04:00

I so so so love this song! It is so powerful! ENJOY!

saturday for

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This is week two of my new Saturday theme, "Saturdays are for..." Last week I wrote about sharing. This week I decided on a lighter subject: silliness. I love to be silly, and being the mother of 3 boys, utter chaos ensues if I don't allow for a little stretching of our funny bones. I'd like to share with you some of my favorite things to do to get myself chuckling.

I'd love to hear what you all enjoy alone or as a family. There is a season for everything under the sun, and I believe it is just as important to laugh and enjoy ourselves as anything else we do.

NEOPETS-- Okay, so I don't collect the little figures, and the characters on my account are often starving (I am not much on feeding computer-generated creatures, I have enough of my own creatures that I am required to feed;), but I certainly enjoy the games. Ooh, games?! Yes, check them out for yourself right HERE. What are your favorites? I suggest Destruct-o-Match, Word Poker, and Meepit Juice Break. But watch out, if you are anything like me you will find these games horribly addicting! But fun-addicting :) You can sign up for an account, enlist your kids, adopt a few creatures, have fun with it...

CROSSWORD PUZZLES-- Yes, I admit it, I love love love a good crossword puzzle. My grandfather could do the Sunday NY Times in pen. Not me, though, no sir. I stick to the Florida Times Union (except on Fridays), and find that I can complete them most times. The trick is that there are words you never hear, but often see in crosswords, and once you know those you are set. Epee is one they like (a fencing sword), obi (kimono sash), and now I'm drawing a blank, but you get the point.

COMICS-- Who doesn't enjoy a good comic? Do you read the ones in the Sunday paper? Or are you as tired of Family Circle as I am?? If you need a good refresher, I suggest trying these wholesome cartoon sites, like Worthy Toons, Webcomics Nation, and Crosswalk (you know, the card place) . I used to think that humor and Christianity were mutually exclusive, but boy was I wrong! I giggled and giggled looking at these sites and am putting my faves below:

I even found a great site (Chick Tracts) that has great multi-media flipbook cartoons to embed on your site. See??

caffeinated randomness around the web edition

2009-04-03T15:21:00.021-04:00

A mityMama-- The very first online community I decided to actually become a member of. There are SO MANY talented mamas on this site. Many of the wahm's who make the best cloth diapers, knitted toys and dyed silks call AmityMama home. Stop by the site, and definitely join the forum.because that is where all the fun is. You'll find such a wide array of women and talents and life choices, but the bonding happens quickly and easily.
B lissfully Domestic-- I love this site! Can I ask for any more interesting articles to be shoved in one place?! And I am always striving to be blissful. Blissfully anything.
C orks and Caftans-- my friend, Carey's, blog. I always feel far more sophisticated when I read it! But I will tease her forever about these pants, I think! I'm looking for a pair to wear to our 10-yr high school reunion in April. (Carey, I know you'll be so jealous if I show up with such style!!) Go visit Carey's site and let her know she needs to do some networking!!
D esiring God-- I absolutely loved this book by John Piper, and I recently discovered his related site and blog. I draw so much inspiration from the daily posts, and have to share this one.
E xemplify Online-- wonderful collaborative effort by some exceptional Christian women. Visit their blog as well, and make sure you check out the daily devotionals and monthly e-mag!
F ussypants-- Remember I told you about Blissfully Domestic, one of my new favorite social networks (for Christian women)?? Well, meet Allison Worthington, a.k.a. Mrs. Fussypants, hostess, creative entrepreneur, blogger, and all-around pretty cool gal. Not only was Blissfully Domestic her concoction, so too was Worthington Wire, which I'll add to the W spot because it fits so perfectly.
G iveaways-- Ooh, I just love them!!! I bet you will too if you jump on the bandwagon. Some of my favorite giveaway hostesses are: A Giveaway Addicted Mommy, Go Graham Go!, Jolly Mom, and Steals and Deals (just to name a few- check my sidebar and bottom blog button collection to find other great places to go).
H eaven-- What do you know about it?? I didn't know much, but then I participated in the Heaven bible study based on Randy Alcorn's book by the same name. Right now, my buddy, Tara, is reading it. Check out some of her favorite quotes here.
I am Second-- (I can't believe I almost forgot about this GREAT SITE! Oh my goodness, I'm a boob.) If you want powerful testimonies, this is the site, I promise you won't regret watching any of the stories contained on this site. Included are video testimonies from Jason Castro (of American Idol fame), Brian Welsh (formerly of Korn), Steven Baldwin, and Darrell Waltrip (you guessed it, NASCAR). Since I have visited last about 10 more videos have been added. The individuals in these stories have very different experiences and even more varying strongholds, but the love of the Lord Jesus links them all in a profound way. Take a look for yourself. And, in case you are asking, "If these people are second, Who is first?"-- let me tell you-- He is first.
J olly Mom-- another one of my new favorite sites for product reviews, giveaways, and tips. I'd explain more about her, but. . .I already did! (You would know that if you were a regular reader ;) So, read my previous post first before you start asking any questions. . .
K ayleigh-- my new prayer mission. This little blessing is such an inspiration! I pray for her everyday, and am now following her progress on her mother's twitter. My heart really goes out to the parents who deal with the sickness of their children. After his birth, Dalton remained in NICU two days longer than I stayed at the hospital, and I thought that was heartwrenching. These parents have so much courage and strength. And I know they glean a lot of it from their inspirational children. Visit the family blog, pick up a button and perhaps purchase a bracelet in support.
L azarus, come out!"-- "The dead man came out, his hands and feet wrapped with strips of linen, and a cloth around his face. Jesus said to them, 'Take off the grave clothes and let him go.' " {John 11:43-44} I have always been extremely drawn to the story of Lazarus (and his sisters, Mary and Martha), but reading Kristen Schiffman's story starting on page 29 in this month's issue of Exemplify Online really caused me to stop and think. I just love her words, "When you focus on the pouring in of something else, the something else that gets poured in automatically displaces what was previously there. . .The only way death was leaving that tomb, was if life was poured in. This is the power of Christ and His Word." Thanks so much, Kristen, for your beautiful writing.
M emes--Do you love them as much as I do? I especially enjoy Caffeinated Randomness (obviously), Word-filled Wednesday, Works-for-Me Wednesday, and Works of God Weekend. I even started my own, Thursday Threesome, and purchased a Mr. Linky subscription to promote it, but no one seems to want to join me. Hmm. . .
N urtureNature-- I've been working on starting back up my little online store. It is far from done, but if you have nothing else to do, please go visit and let me know what you think thus far. Thanks.
O nePlace--I can't believe I lived this long not knowing this treasure trove existed!! Every notable Christian speaker/author can be heard here. This site has many free downloadable mp3s including podcasts and series sessions. I finally discovered how to download these to my IPod, so if I'm not on here, I've been listening to something from there.
P rizey--Oh my goodness, did I tell you how much I love giveaways?! Prizey has an exhaustive collection, and you can sign up for a daily email listing. I print it out every day! :)
Q uizFarm-- Ever wanna know which Disney character is your alter ego or what high school clique you belonged to? Perhaps you want to make up your own unique quiz. I dunno. If any of this sounds interesting, this may just be the site for you.
R house-- I didn't know that there was so much information and support for adoptive families. I'm encouraged!! On this wonderful blog, Mrs. R. shares her heart, and we are all richer for it.
S tellan-- I've been praying for him! Why don't you join me?!
T witter-- I just can't believe the craziness of this site and the amount of info you can share in 160 characters or less. Tweet Tweet!
U nder Grace & Over Coffee-- You can thank for this wonderful meme. I like Andrea's randomness probably because I can totally relate. And, she's an Exemplify Online contributor, another reason to check it out! She and her buddy, Kristen, over at {dancing} in the margins started a fun online bookclub, Books, Blogs & Brownies, that I would totally be a part of if I did not already have a pile of books I need to read.
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W orthington Wire-- I told you I'd put it here, didn't I?! Well, you ask, why two websites (well, there are actually more)? How much could one woman say? You'd be surprised. Allison has subtitled this site, "Everything You Need to Stay in the Know", and I'd have to agree with her that it is. There are relevant, up-to-date articles about politics, current events, lifestyles, deals and pretty much anything else you can think of. Apparently this is not all for Allison either, as she has just launched a new site with 6 other women, called Mother of All Conservatives. I haven't visited yet, but why don't you join me, and we'll go together :)
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Z -- Yep, Z. I don't have any interesting links beginning with Z, so I decided to just type that one letter into Google. Of course, Wikipedia comes up. There is far more information about this letter than I ever wanted to know. Did you know that the letter Z sometime comes from the word, Izzard? Me neither. But wikipedia says so, so it must be a fact ;)

jolly mom/go graham go giveaways & site review

2009-04-02T18:34:00.013-04:00

Jolly Mom

Well, I checked out Jolly Mom, and I have to say, this blogger is much more than just giveaways (but aren't her giveaways great?? --see below)

This mama also has these great sites:
-The Jolly Kitchen- which is full of recipes, tips and offers! It just about makes me wanna cook (and, if you know me, you'd know that's a stretch :) And, I was surprised to find one of my new favorite desserts: Unbaked Chocolate Oatmeal Cookies!! One of my best buddies, Tara, brought these to a get together a few weeks ago, and I ended up taking them home and eating all of them myself!! T- did you get the recipe here?
-Save Your Sen$e at Home- this is a thrifty blog which has even more giveaways, can you believe it?? And freebies! And, I just love her memes, one for each day: More Money Monday, Tuesday Giveaway Roundup, Work at Home Wednesday, Thrifty Thursday, and Freebie Friday. Coupons, freebies and giveaways, I'm almost beside myself!!
-Saving With Style- which is just what it sounds like, a blog about saving stylishly. You'll find the wonderful coupons and reviews on here as well, but with a minimalistic, direct feel, which is a surprisingly welcome contrast to her busier sites (which happen to be more my style!!--but for those of you who are far more organized and focused than I am, this is the place for you!)

So, my final verdict is that Jolly Mom (a.k.a. Piera Jolly) is a passionate, legitimate, popular, reputable giveaway hostess, and I totally recommend her and will continue to promote her on my blog! (yes, with multiple buttons on my sidebar :)

And, if you already love her (or trust my opinion), I suggest you follow Piera on Twitter.

And. . .

I'm not sure the relationship--I'd guess friends, Piera and Felicia, feel free to correct me :)--but there is a connection between Jolly Mom and Go Graham Go!'s webmistress, Felicia, so I feel I should give you my review of her site as well. So, here goes. . .

Go Graham Go!

This is just such a cute blog to look at, I almost don't care about it's content. (No, I'm just kidding, but I do think the little boy in the header looks like my middle one, bandaids and all) Felicia subtitles her blog, "A Mom's Take on What Products Work and the Best Bang for Your Buck"--and I think it's quite fitting. There are tons of great coupons, free blog templates, product reviews and my favorite, a testimony to our Lord. Like Jolly Mom, this site has plenty of resources if you want to advertise. Go Graham Go! also has different (but equally exciting) giveaways. See...

I'd have to say that Felicia's site is just as interesting, reliable, and helpful. I have no qualms about leaving her button on my sidebar, and I will gladly promote her giveaways in the future (and participate as well!!)

If you want to know more about Go Graham Go!'s, Felicia, follow her on Twitter or find her on Facebook. I did!

***Since I've written this, Jolly Mom has added more giveaways, GO SEE! So has Go Graham Go! Don't believe me? Check out her site too!